It's You Who I Love (BTS FANFIC IMAGINE) [COMPLETED]

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"Jin ..." I called him. "Suddenly ... you're treating me just like the first time. Why?" I asked him directly. In our state, I don't need to hesitate to ask him anything. I don't have enough time to reconcile with him at least for the last time. I am going, it hurts but I am in the process of accepting that we will never be okay again. Not even friends. I STILL HATE HIM.

I got no response from him.

"Okay ..."I said. "If you don't want to talk to me or see me, then I am going." I continued. "I'm just here to say that ..." I took a deep breathe. "that I am leaving for London ... with Jung Kook." I said as I stood up and walked towards the door. But as I was opening the door, I felt his body against mine. He was hugging me. He was burying his head in my neck and suddenly I felt flowing tears from him.

I bit my lips to avoid crying. I tried hard to stop it even my throat became painful. I looked up to stop my tears from flowing.

"Let me go" I said sounding strong. At least I tried sounding strong. He shook his head as he cried silently.

"Jin let me go!" I repeated trying to remove his hands around my waist. But he maneuvered my hands and tilted me. I ended up facing him. He got my face within his wounded arms. I looked at him. I can't stop myself anymore; I began crying as I saw his face. "Jin let me go" I pleaded almost whispering. He shook his head slowly and kissed me in my forehead.

I felt my heart stomping. I couldn't deny the fact that my feelings for Jin didn't change a thing. That kiss blew all the pain and hatred that I am feeling. My heart melted. He then attached his forehead within mine. I closed my eyes and I could feel him breathing near me.

"I missed you." he whispered brushing off his thumbs in my cheeks. "I missed you" he repeated.

I nodded as I sniffed from crying. I opened my eyes and smiled at him.

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"It's just you and me." he said as he wrapped me around his arms. We were lying on his bed. I pillowed on his arm with me hugging his tummy. I decided to stay a bit more as I thought that this would be the last time I will be with him. This would also be the last time I'll accept my dumbness and think that it will be me and him, forever.

"Take care of yourself." I started. "When I'm away, I want you to take care of yourself. Don't get in trouble. I don't like you to hurt yourself. I don't like you to –

"I don't like to hear that words." Jin cut me out. "For now, I would like to think of just you and me. You – and – me." He said kissing my head.

I chuckled. We were like that for a while and he always cut me out whenever I try to lecture him. I looked at my watch and found out that it's a little late. Jung Kook might be worried looking for me.

"Jin?" I called him. He moaned. "I have to go." I said. He then released me and sat at his bed. I sat too and stood out to get my bag.

Without any word Jin stood up and went to the door. He locked it off and leaned on it.

"Hey what are you doing?" I asked him as he looked at me.

"Can I be selfish this time?" he asked me. I can't get it, I gave him a frowning face. "Can I be selfish and own you for the last time?" he finally said.

I paused for a moment and suddenly I smiled. I walked towards him and reached for his hands. I took them and looked at his eyes. I sighed. "Thank you for this day, Jin." I said as I hugged him. "But ... our time is up." I said letting out tears from my eyes.

I felt his hands holding my shoulders. Slowly, he pushed me away from him. I looked at him and suddenly, I felt his lips on mine. It's a kiss of love but I tasted it as bittersweet one. A sad farewell kiss perhaps.

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