Breathe (Anthony Trujillo)

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Anthony and I are currently walking around the park, when I spotted a group off 11 people playing volleyball. I smile up at Anthony jumping.

"I want to play."

He laughs.

"Go ask."

I kiss his cheek and jog over to the group of people.

"Hey! Could I play?"

I ask them as they take a small break. They all smile at me looking between each other.

"Yeah, sure!"

I smile and thank them. I follow the group of five to their side of the net, and Anthony sits down on the bleachers watching.

"Balls up!"

A couple people yell. I watch the ball go to the back row, the girl behind me popped it up to the setter.

"Set me!"

I yell putting one hand up in there air and backing up. She sets the ball to me and in slow motion i tell myself.

Big step, little step, together.

I jumps up pulling my right hand back like a bow and arrow and slamming the ball on the other side, I drop to my feet and everything seems to resume in regular pace. I scored a point, and the people on my side yelled.

"Aye!"

I high-fived a few of the girls and smiled happily that i'm still able to play like I used to.

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Later that day Anthony and I went out to eat, to reconnect.

"So, did you and that Colby guy end up dating?"

He asks as soon we sit down. I nod.

"Yes, but it was those kind of things that the happiness lasted only a little while."

He nods wiping his mouth.

"Did you guys do anything? Like besides kiss?"

I think for a moment wether I should say yes or not. I again slowly nod. He lets out a big sigh and just nods.

"Okay, well lets order."

He says picking up the menu. While I was looking I had an idea and smirked to myself. After we ordered and ate, we got back into my truck and drove home.

I dropped him off telling him i would text him in a little while. I made my way to the middle of LA and went to a few stores. I bought special clothes and got a fancy hotel room. I drove to the hotel and threw the bags onto the bed and texted Anthony telling him to Uber to the hotel I'm at.

I stripped from my floral sun dress and started putting everything on. When I was done I asked Anthony how far he was. He told me he was outside and coming into the hotel right now. I shut my phone down completely and put it in a drawer so it wasn't distracting. Anthony knocked on the door and I ran over and cracked it hiding my body behind the door.

"Phone."

I say simply sticking out my hand. He furrows his eyebrows handing me his phone. I shut his off too and put it with mine. I go back to the door and open it still standing behind the door.

"What are you doing?"

He asks looking at me. I point to the bed.

"Sit down and close your eyes."

He cocks his head to the side, giving me a weird look. I motion toward the bed again. He sighs finally doing what I said. I close the door and stand in front of Anthony.

"Open."

I whisper.

He slowly removes his hands from his face, his eyes still closed. He opens his eyes completely and looks at me, I still have my robe on and wearing my black heels.

"What is this?"

He scans my body with his lust filled eyes. I seductively untie the robe and open it pulling it over my shoulders and letting it drop. His mouth opens a little bit, he looks over my body again and then stands up. I walk up to him pushing him back into the bed. He falls back supporting himself on his elbows. I swing one leg over his lap and straddle him. He keeps eye contact with me the whole time.

I lean down by his ear and pull the condom out of the strap on my underwear and put it in the palm of his hand.

"I'm going to treat you tonight."

As I pull away I lick the tip of his ear smirking. Anthony sits up wrapping his arms around my waist. He buries his face in my neck, running his tongue along my sweet spot. I lean my head to the side, giving him more access. I wrap my hands around the back of his neck holding him. I let out a soft moan when he nibbled on my skin. I feel him smile against my neck, I pull his head back pecking him on the lips, I stand up and sit back on his lap, my back facing him.

I grab both of his hands and lay them over my chest, I start slowly grinding my hips into his groin. He puts his head back in my neck, as he sucks on my skin he lets out soft moans. As I continue, I can feel his member hardening. I get back up and kneel between his legs. I make eye contact with him, I rest my hand over his member, making soft slow circular motions on his sweat pants.

He throws his head back and groans, I smirk knowing I'm getting to him. He lifts me up by my shoulder and throws me on the bed. He hovers over me, leaning on his elbow, his one hand on my cheek, he leans in and passionately kisses me.

"I don't want to do this, just because you feel bad."

He says as he pulls away and looks me in the eyes. I shake my head.

"I'm sorry."

He lifts me up and sets me on his lap.

"You have no reason at all, to be sorry. I'm the stupid one, and you deserve better than me. I sat in my room all day everyday, only moving to use the bathroom and eat. That's all, half the time I didn't eat. Chance switched rooms, because he couldn't deal with seeing me that way and I smelled, I made the whole room smell."

He starts explaining . I frown looking at him with sympathy, I raise my hand to his cheek and slowly stroke it.

"I honestly don't know why you came back, I had to tell myself everyday to accept the fact that I fucked up and you're never coming back."

"You did screw up big time, but you know what?"

"What?"

He looks me in the eyes again.

"You're my best friend, my world, I want to spend every week, every day, every month and every year with you. You make me so beyond happy, it's almost not good for me. I don't care if it makes me look weak, I want to be with you Anthony."

He smiles at me, I peck him on the lips and stand up from his lap.

"So, are you sure you want to skip this?"

I ask waving to my body. He picked me up throwing me playfully on the bed.

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There is going to be a lot of times where I go a while without posting, because school is stressing me the hell out and I'm just overworked with homework, but I promise, I will update it as frequently as possible.

Thank you guys so much for the love, and it just motivates me to keep writing this and it honestly makes me so happy.