THOT DIARIES

Entry Forty Four

It's no secret that I give good head and I don't aim for it to be a secret. I want everyone to know that I am orally gifted. However, sometimes my boastfulness can get me in trouble.

I was sitting in class, going on and on about how good my head is. I guess this guy, Octavion, took that as an open invitation to ask for some head. He texted me, asking me if I'd "suck his dick".

Now you see, when I'm bragging about how good my head is and how I am the number one soul snatcher, it's mostly because I'm looking for a reaction. Not because I want to suck your dick. But I can see how my intentions can get misinterpreted. I don't always specify, that's my fault.

Anyways, Octavion texted me one day, asking me if I'd do him the pleasure of sucking his dick meat dry. I was flattered by his offer but, I had to turn him down.

First and foremost, he just popped out the cut, basically demanding head. No 'hey', 'hello' or 'how you doing". Nothing. I feel as though that was very rude. Let's say I was having a bad day, or something. And he just pops all out onto the scene, nonchalantly, asking me to give him head. I'm already in an emotional mood and he's going to make it worst by degrading me and making me feel useless. Shame on him.

Then, he didn't offer me anything in exchange for my service. He could have taken me to Chic-fil-a or out to the movies, something. But it's clear that these Negros don't care about anything other than a nut. Sickening.

Octavion tried to persuade me into sucking his dick. And, even though he made a strong case, with dick pics and videos, I still declined.

Unfortunately, Octavion was very persistent and would not leave me alone until his dick was in my mouth. He'd call, text, and stalk me. I'd see him in school and I'd have to walk the other way just to avoid harassment. No matter how many times I tried to dodge him, he just wouldn't give up. I decided to have a little bit of fun with him, seeing how far he'd go for some head.

Originally, we were supposed to meet up in the girl's restroom at school. Of course, I didn't meet him there because I have way more class than to be sucking on dick in a public restroom stall. He stood in that restroom for I don't know how long. The fact that he would risk getting caught, or in trouble, just to feel my mouth, touched me. After that, I finally gave in. Any nigga that's willing to work that hard for some head, deserves it. So, I finally invited him to my house.

Usually, before I get started chewing on a nigga's bone meat, I act all shy and cute. But considering the fact that I was still a little annoyed with Octavion, I got aggressive with him. I wanted to wax his willy with my mouth and be done with it.

When Octavion pulled down his pants and whipped out that dick, my heart almost dropped to my ass. I had already seen the pictures and the videos but, nothing could compare to the monster that was staring me in the face. Octavion was blessed and that's saying He was working with a real demon and I was truly impressed.

I went ahead and sucked his dick. While I was sucking his dick, Octavion got a bit forceful. I guess he forgot he had a dick that was almost bigger than me so, he decided to shove the whole thing down my throat. When I say I almost died, bitch this is not an exaggeration. Another reason why I hate giving head you ignorant ass niggas. NO CONSIDERATION FOR MY LIFE.

I was this close to kicking his ass out my house and leaving him with a hard dick. Then, he started moaning and groaning and completely changed my mind.

After I got done with Octavion, I gave him a rag to clean his dick with and sent him on his way. He was taking extremely too long to get his ass out my house and my mom almost walked in on us. But that is a different story for a different day.

After that, he kept texting me, saying that my throat felt good and he wanted me to slurp him up again. I was flattered that my oral gift gave him so much satisfaction him but, I had no interest in sucking his dick again.

First and foremost, he made me feel strangely uncomfortable. He was just weird.

Second, it wasn't as sexually relieving for me as it was for Octavion. Usually, I get the same type of satisfaction as the guy I'm getting off. But, this was one of those times, unfortunately for him.

Octavion had a hard time understanding this and it was was obvious, seeing as though he kept texting my phone, basically begging for more throat loving from me. I'll be damned if I let a nigga pressure me into sucking dick.

I ignored Octavian for as long as I could but I guess he got tired of me ignoring him so, he pulled up at my house. Not only did he drive his happy ass to my place of residence, unannounced, but, he sat his little ass in my driveway until I got home from school. This nigga had me convinced that he was going to beat my ass if I didn't give him my throat. That shit was a bit disturbing. I almost called the police on his weird ass. There is no reason for anyone to be doing pop ups at someone's house over some head. It is never that deep.

After I let him sit outside for awhile, by himself, he eventually left. That was just ridiculous and he had me fucked up. This is one of the main reasons why I stopped sucking dick. Niggas go crazy for no reason.

If Octavion really wanted head from me, he'd have to prove it. I told him to write a full page essay, persuading me to suck his ding-a-ling. There needed to be a thesis statement, correct punctuation, grammar had to be on point and, if his conclusion didn't make me cry, it was a no go. Evidently, this was too much for him to handle and he refused. Which was fine with me. I wasn't going to slob on his knob, anyways.

After that, he didn't bother me at all. Which I am thankful for. Being harassed for head isn't really the highlight of my life.