Fall for you ϟ hoodings

Chapter 6

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~|Luke’s POV|~

I’m now at home, resting in my room. I told the guys that I felt sick, so that I could just leave, and have time alone and think about everything.

For example, my sexuality.

I don’t know what to do anymore. Calum and I fucking kissed.

WE KISSED.

But it was a dare. That means no emotion, no feelings, and no relationships.

Just a dare.

But to me it felt more than a dare. But Calum will never feel that way about me, or any guy.

He is completely straight.

He likes boobies.

Not dicks.

And unfortunately, I was born with a dick.

I felt a buzz in my pocket, indicating that someone had texted me. I hesitantly brought the phone to my face.

Pray to god it isn’t Calum.

He’s the last person I want to talk to right now. When my eyes adjusted to the brightness of the screen, I took a small glance at who messaged me.

Calum.

FUCK!

The message read;

‘Luke? Are you feeling alright? You didn’t seem sick when we were in Ashton’s room. Is everything good?’

I sighed loudly, then dropping the phone down beside me. I’m not going to answer. Not just yet.

I close my eyes, wanting to sleep. But I am interrupted by my phone. I check the message.

It’s from Calum.

‘Luke? Hello. I know you’ve seen these messages. Answer meeeee!! Please?’

Ignoring the second text from Calum, I close my eyes once again, trying to get some sleep. That’s when another buzz vibrated on the bed.

Fucking hell. Leave me the fuck alone!

Calum, again.

‘Lucas Robert Hemmings. Answer me right now. Am I the reason you’re not answering’

I soon give in and reply to him. His just going to annoy me more if I don’t.

‘Kinda’

Calum instantly replies.

‘Why? Am i annoying you?’

Although he couldn’t hear or see me, I sighed, just for the purpose of it.   

‘Yeah’

He replies within seconds.

‘How come?’

Does he have to keep asking me questions? It’s so annoying, and I just want to sleep right now.

‘Well for one, I’m trying to sleep and you keep texting meL’

Again, he replies really quickly. Does this boy have super fingers or some shit? Because these replies are coming in really fast.

‘Sorry:-/ and your second reason?’

I freeze. Should I tell him? I can’t tell him I’m questioning my sexuality. He’ll hate me.

Why? You may ask...