Fall for you ϟ hoodings

Chapter 21

[edited]

~|Luke’s POV|~

I absolutely love kissing Calum, more than anything.

Who knew it was going to end like this?

Calum left our house about an hour ago. And to be honest, I’m really sad. I feel safe with him, like no words could hurt me. Like no touch could break me. And that’s what I’ve loved about calum, for so long.

There’s one thing I’m worried about though.

How will our parents’ react?

And most importantly, how will the fans react?

We don’t want any hate messages being sent to us, nor do we want to lose any fans. We love them for what they are, so they should love us, for what we are. It’s simple.

I don’t even know when to tell them. We still need to tell Ashton and Michael about this as well. We’ve kept it a secret really. But I’ll ask Calum, to see whether he wants to tell ash and mike soon. It’s not only my choice, but it’s Calum’s as well.

I don't know if Calum’s parents’ would support us. Because I remember my mum telling me that she’ll support me, no matter what.

Though I can’t actually believe my dream came true. I dreamt being more than just friends with Calum. That happened.

I dreamt of cuddling up close to Calum whenever I wanted and it without being a friendly way, but romantic.

I dreamt of kissing Calum. Kissing those red, plump lips kind of made me horny. It makes me want more from him. It makes me want the kisses to be way more heated. But then again, it’s Calum’s choice as well.

But thank god to Calum, for admitting his feelings towards me soon, because I know if he hadn’t, I’d still be caught up those fucking dreams, hoping one day, they’ll come true. And finally they did. And I’m so grateful for that, because I really do love Calum more than I should. And I can show him that. And I want to.

Though we should really start to tell people first. I can’t decide right now.

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“What should we do?” I ask Calum. We are in the middle of talking on the phone, about whether to tell anyone about our little secret relationship.

“Well we should definitely tell ash and mike. That’s a starter at least.”

I’m starting to disagree on telling people right now. I don’t know why. I’m just so shy and awkward, it makes it hard for me to make decisions.

“Wait,” I pause. “I don’t think I can tell anyone...For a bit,”

“Okay, don’t worry. That’s completely fine with me. But you do know we will have to speak up and tell people. We can’t just hide it away like little school girls having crushes on boys and shit,”

“Yeah, I know,” I sigh. “Okay. Well I think I should go. I will call you back a little later on, yeah?”

“Yep. Okay cya Calum,”

“Bye babe. Love you,”

“Love you too.”

I hang up, throwing my phone across the room.

What am I doing?

Why did I tell him I can’t tell anyone soon? We had to eventually. Why not now?

Because stupid little Lucas is scared of reactions and opinions.

I guess you can say that. I’m worried about what people would say. I don’t want anyone to think differently of me, nor Calum. We are just normal people.

Nothing different, excluding our sexuality.

Though that shouldn’t change anything.

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Omfg! It’s really short. I’m sorry. I had nothing in mind, and it was like 12am.

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