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09/17/2017 03:27 PM (DIR) E...
I thought you wouldn't show up, given our last encounter.
It's been tough without you, even though it aches a bit to say it but I missed your presence.
You motivated me but while you were gone, it felt as if I was tumbling through an endless void where I would never return from.
But they found me and locked me up here... at 'Eichen's Home For The Mentally Ill'. What kind of stupid name is that?
The trial didn't go in my favour.
What? I guess I should tell you everything since you had left me stranded in this hell hole.
Well I'm not here to play the blame game, it is partially my fault. I don't want to waste your time.
They held a court case, wanting to prosecute me for all the hacking and invasion-of-privacy I've done since the beginning of time... well, since I started hacking people specifically because that's what they really care about.
These assholes who talk about 'human rights' and freedom of speech... You know what I say to them?! F!@# SOCIETY!
Sorry, I should be controlling my outbursts of anger. My caretaker at this godforsaken facility has been advising me not to showcase any anger. A way of going back my normal way of living and getting out of this... this... horrible place.
But the system always gets to me. It controls me.
He... 'I' told myself that control is an illusion but this system of cause and effect, these rules, this hierarchy of who's planting what in who's mind is just frustrating.
Anyways, back to my life.
I'm stuck here for correction. I lost the case but they didn't give me time in prison. They tell me that I'm supposed to be 'thankful' about that but I'm not quite sure if I'd rather be in this mental institute.
The food tastes like rotten fish and I hate the smell of disinfectant that they use to clean every single f!@#ing thing in this illusion of cleanliness.
It's enough to drive a person to actually going mental.
Though most of the time... I feel lonely, like I don't have anyone to talk to.
Darlene used to visit, she'd come everyday and talk but something happened. She didn't visit one day, I feared that something happened. What can I do while stuck in here? I don't want to bother worrying too much.
I just... don't want to be alone.
I used to cry myself to sleep sometimes. Pathetic, I know, but at moments humans can't hold in their emotions.
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I am a human after all... a human with a great mind.
But you're here now. You'll stay, won't you?
I've been here for 3 months and the days go by slowly, I watch people walk by and peer into my room, a look on their face that shows that I'm crazy... just like everyone else in their eyes. Bastards.
They treat every one like dirt and like actual psychopaths, even though many of us just have some issues with life. It's bullshit honestly, I hate this place.
They don't give any sort of technological or electronic device to me, for obvious reasons. Others have a time where they can access controlled and monitored, just like the stupid system we are stuck in, computers.
But I don't have that 'privilege'.
I could hack a person or two... or five... or every single person here. It would be great as a time pass but I'm stuck in this room with the worst possible person: myself.
Mr. Robot, my father who is basically me (You know that part of the story, I don't need to explain myself) doesn't leave me, though we've come to a truce of agreement. He doesn't interfere unless he thinks necessary and I listen to what he has to say.
I thought he would have come up with a way of escape from here but... I have too much hope in myself.
TICK! TOCK! TICK! TOCK!
My world is quiet. Other than looking around, I listen to all the voices that pass by. No one talks about the world on the outside. Ever since the FSociety hack was resolved, no one dares to even depend on technology anymore.
Isn't it fascinating how one event can drastically change an entire nation? If we shut down the largest conglomerate or not is a different story but making people realise that there inanimate objects that are slowly brainwashing us through their 'likes' and 'follows' and emojis is finally something people don't care so much about.
The same goes for money.
But this was all from before I came into this fu-
Excuse myself, I'm a little on edge today.
I have time in the day room to do something else than think. There's this... girl called Jayden Knowles.
She's pretty... pretty smart too. She likes hacking just like me, she's hacked thousands of people with no trace of her to be seen anywhere, no evidence. She likes dogs and fish and she had her dark times with drugs.
She's like me... except she's a girl and I'm, well, a guy.
She's here for extreme paranoia and hallucinations, with outbursts of anger. Sound familiar?
The similarity was uncanny at first but I got used to her and we began to know each other well.
The best part is that everyone else interacts with her and knows her... which means that I'm not crazy.
Everything's quiet right now. You had to come over and meet me at night, didn't you? In the morning would have been just fine but, anyways.
I can't wait till we see each other tomorrow. I'm going to meet Jayden and I'll introduce you to her.
It'll be great.
Even though I'm stuck here for a few more months, I'm going to continue to fight for the world I wish to live in.
