Mine to Subdue ✔ | Yandere Lams

Final-1: Death Do Us Part

(Sad Ending because you all wanted the happy ending first, and I'm a fucking asshole.)
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Alex returned home, his hands a bloody mess, unlike his last few kills he wanted to get up and personal with this Jackson guy. Somehow Alex ended up killing Jacksons roomate Henry Lee-? He thinks was the name? And later killed Jackson.

"Good for nothing cunt. Taking advantage of my Johnny." He opened the door to his dorm. John would most likely be asleep, so he decided he'd wash his hands in their sink instead of the dirty lake, like he usually did. He walked in to see a tear-strained John cuddling a blanket on the couch. Waiting for him.

"Babygirl, you all alright?" Alex asked concerned. "You did it." John said without a hint of emotion. "You officially messed up my heart, you ripped it out, fixed it, broke it, mended it, confused it, tore it in two."
"What do you mean?" Alex was so confused. Why did he know?
"You, you were the one who killed Lafayette. You killed so many people, for what? Me? Why would you do that?!" John noticed the blood on Alex's hands. "Again?! Did you honestly kill William Jackson? Alexander how could you?!" John was furious, scared, and tortured.

"I did it for you!" Alex yelled, "Goddamnit everything I've done was for you! When I saw you I knew I wanted you, you are so perfect in everyway! I had to have you to myself! Nobody could have you...."

"I'm not your prize Alex! You killed innocent people!" John was now in front of Alex's face. "I can't love someone who does what's wrong, i-i just can't."

Alex's face was so heartbroken and saddening it almost made John forgive him. Almost. "No, John please!" Alex felt tears fall down, but he ignored them. "John, I have our life planned out, our Philip would be safe, you would be safe and loved. You can't throw that away! I love you too much, I love you more than anyon-"

Slap!

John in a rage of confusion and anger slapped Alexander. It was hard and so quick that Alex stumbled back. Using the desk behind him to keep him up.

Silence.

Breathing heavily John took a few steps back away from the madman. "Get out!"
"John please-" Alex ignored the throbbing pain and walked closer to John. "GET OUT!"
"-please, just talk to me!-"

Alex held onto John by his sweater making it bloody, In Johns attempt to escape they stumbled. John landed first, the back of his neck hitting a corner of a desk and snapped. There he lay limp. His eyes in permanent fear.

"John." Alex shook his softly. "John- JOHN NO!" Sobbing Alexander checked his pulse. Nothing. "JOHN!" His pitiful cries almost woke up their neighbors. "No,no,no,no,no my baby, oh dear gods please no!"
Alex held Johns head in his lap as he rocked back and forth. This couldn't be happening. This wasn't real.

You idiot! You killed the last beautiful thing in this rotten world! It's all your fault, you fucking asshole. You messed this perfect chance up, just like you mess everything up. You didn't deserve love, you didn't deserve John. He was too perfect. You tainted him! Fuck you! Kill. Your. Self. You are pathetic! You don't deserve life! John. Oh our perfect john.

"Johnny, please wake up," he cried. No answer. "Please, I love you." He whispered.

It was silent. He never liked the silence before, and he definitely didn't like it now.

"Mama, papa, brother, cousin, hurricane, John." He listed off, twitching. The main point that changed his life. "Francis, Lafayette, Angelica, Thomas, Eliza, Mr.King, Henry.L , William." His murders. He kept twitching and didn't stop.

This was the last straw. The last death he'll ever have to withness. . .

"1,2" Alex got up, counting slowly.
"3,4" he made his way to the restroom
"5,6" he got the knife he had hidded
"7,8" returning besides John, he cried.
"9,10, for you my love, I'll do anything." He stabbed himself in the heart. Why live with the pain for the rest of your life? If Alex didn't have a purpose to live. Then why bother?

If you were to see the two men, you'd see two dead corpse holding hands. One scared and the other in agony. Not a pretty picture, but at least the killing in the College had stopped.

Many people blamed John and others blamed Alex. Truth was, they were both not guilty, only victims. Alex for having a horrible childhood and John for not realizing it sooner.

But somewhere in another life, they could have been happy. Maybe they are, and they're both playing with a little Philip somewhere too, right now.
Their deaths will forever haunt Peggy Schuyler.  Who shed a tear every night of their death.

"I love you." Alex whispered in his final seconds, clutching Johns hand. And he ment it. He will always mean it. He will always love John Laurens, until his dying breathe.

He finnaly joined the darkness that followed death.

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I'll post happy one tomorrow❤