I should be studying for my science test tomorrow..... :D
Anyway!
Now back to this shit⤵⬇
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John's eyes were well out of tears, he layed on the top bunk, which is something he hasn't done in a long time. After hearing the door click open John sat up. Alexander stood there with something behind his back and a pizza box.
"John come down please." He said, his voice smooth and a bit worried.
The freckled face man said nothing as he jumped off the top bed.
Alexander blushed a deep crimson, he was so tiny compared to John, John noticed as they stood in front of each other. Alexander put the pizza box on the nearest desk and cleared his voice.
"John, why did you run out?" He asked.
"B-becouse, i-i like you, you idiot, but I don't want to rush into a new relationship, after Francis and Lafayette I just need time, then I saw you with Eliza and- and- I don't have to justify myself to you!"
Alexander held out the flowers he held from behind his back. Blue orchids wrapped in a fushia ribbon. John didn't really now to react, but just stare.
"I like you too" Alex smiled and let out a long release of breath as if he'd been holding that it for a long time, which he had. "I like you John, I tried making you jealous by dating Angelica, I tried making you notice me since we first met! But then you and Francis, then Lafayette. Eliza kissed me! I had nothing to do with that- in fact, the only reason I kissed back was because, because I thought it was you."
Again, John was speechless. Silently he took the flowers and looked at them. The blue resembled Eliza's signature top and ribbon looked like Thomas's over the top clothing color choice. To Alex, the colors simbolized that those two deaths led to this moment. To John, they were sweet and innocent.
"Do you forgive me?" Alex said looking down, "I-i should of asked sooner, I'm so sorry."
Maybe all those deaths were meaningless.
John kissed Alexanders mouth. Alexander had been dreaming of this moment, to feel him, to kiss him, to touch him. John pulled away leaving Alexander wanting more, but he kept his desires in.
"It's not your fault, I should of just said something instead of making such a big deal out of it, I'm sorry too."
(A/n: Every real life problem solved right fuckin there⬆⤴)
Alexander went in for a kiss, but John looked away making Alex kiss his cheek.
"But that doesn't mean I want a relationship right now, maybe just...slowly?" John shield awkwardly.
Alex melted, his insides felt so warm just looking at John. He nodded.
Alex held Johns hands and led him to the couch and sat him down. Alex grabbed the blankets, his laptop, and two mugs of coke, (it's a thing) from their mini fridge and played Pirates Of The Carribean: Dead Man Tell No Tales on John's laptop.
John held the most biggest of smiled as he cuddled the warm blanket close to him, pizza and coke ready to eat and drink, and finally Alexander besides him laying his head on Johns shoulder, as they watched the movie, John had wanted to see this movie for a long time.
"Why were you crying when you found me and Eliza, I saw tears before that, what happened?" Alex asked suddenly at the part where Jack Sparrow was drunk (again).
John looked down and paused the movie.
"It's, it was Mr. King, he-he just, Alex he raped me." He looked down disgusted with himself, "It was all my fault, I-" His vision blurred.
Alexander held onto John tighter, "No, no don't blame yourself for this, it was that mans fault, not yours! He's the disgusting pig, and I swear he will pay."
John just cryed into Alex's shoulder, thanking him for being there and comforting him. Alex layed many gentle kisses on his future lovers head.
Mr.King will pay for what he's done.
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Fiksi PenggemarAlexander has had a rough life, a pretty horrible life, all he wishes is for the sweet relief of death. But an Angel comes to his life, by the name of John Laurens. A soft glowing light. HIS light. The light of whom he now shares a room with. Once H...
