Chapter 11: Change of heart

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Quick A/N: Sorry school started today so I didn't post earlier. Don't worry still posting everyday!

Mikasa POV

I keep running rubbing my eyes as tears stream down my face. Was that really what happened? Annie kissed Eren in the cheek but he didn't bother to move away... does he still love her? All my emotions are over the place and I didn't look in the direction I was running. I actually thought that he was going to ask me to be his girlfriend, why am I so ignorant? I thought as my heart aches from the pain. Lossing the one you potentially love sucks. I run into a longed face human with light brown hair. Oh come on!

"Hey Mikasa? are you alright?" He asked concern surprised that I ran into him.

"I'm fine just back off" I yelled anger fuming pushing his hands away, I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone, especially Jean.

"I know your not alright, it's okay you can tell me." He says still calm even after I yelled at him. Tears start to threaten to leave my eyes as a few escape.

"Annie and Eren were hanging out today and Annie kissed Eren on the cheek and he didn't flinch. You happy now" I try to wipe all the tears away and Jean stood there not knowing what to say. Jean grabs onto me and pulls me into a hug.

"It's okay... let it all out" he says softly as I grip onto his shirt, getting wet from the tears I shed. I didn't have the strength or energy to push him away. "So Eren still loves Annie after all these years... I guess he couldn't let go." Jean let's go and looks into my eyes. "Just go talk to him maybe it would work out" he puts his hand on my shoulders and then smiles.

"You know what Jean, I will. T-Thanks Jean. I thought you were still the clingy ex but now I think we can mend our friendship." I slowly walk away to find Eren back at my apartment.

Jean POV

I slightly cringe and felt guilt wash over him as Mikasa says I would changing for the better. Even after planning all the terrible stuff I was going to do, only to get her back. Mikasa wants to be friends? I pull my hair in frustration as I felt my knees loss its strength. What to do? What to do? Do I fix my relationship with Mikasa or ruin her relationship to possibly get with her? I didn't know what to do in this situation, one part of me was saying yes the other saying screw the plan. A light hand puts a hand onto my shoulder as I look up at a man with as beautiful hair as Mikasa.

"Um a-are you okay?" In a worried tone as I jerked my chin to the direction of his face.

"Um not really... a lot going on" I whimpered looking down on the floor.

"Do you want to talk about it?" Speaking softly as he helps me into my feet. "My names Marco by the way, I saw you have a mental breakdown so I thought I should help... I kinda know what your going through." He sighs.

"That'll be good thanks" I give him a small smile as I let everything out. My feelings for Mikasa, how I thought I could get her back even though she really just wants to be friends again. I spill everything and Marco listened through it. Didn't even interrupt once and was so kind and caring.

Marco POV

I saw this man on the floor just shaking basically breaking down in the streets. I wanted to help so I listened, this Mikasa must be really important to him otherwise he wouldn't have gone to great lengths... but something is stopping him. I felt empathy for Jean because when I said I like my old best friend... more than a friend he pushed me away. He didn't accept who I was deep down inside and I thought if he didn't, no one would. I always had mental breakdowns and no one would come to help, until my parents accepted who I really was.

"There are plenty of people who love you and care for you. Fate has a funny way of showing it but when the day comes, you'll thank them for all the failed attempts when you find the one" I say all in one go, trying to catch my breath after that attempt. Jean fell silent as his eyes widened and look at me.

"Your right... YOUR RIGHT!! Fate does have a funny way of showing it. Thank you Marco. I'll just wait for someone who would love and care for me more than Mikasa." he gives me a tight hug before we exchange or goodbyes and numbers.

I went back into my unit, really all I could think about was Jean. Jean. His light brown hair and a look in his eyes to match. This intense feeling deep inside. After walking down and meeting a certain person, It really can change your life.

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Hope you continue to enjoy and sorry for mistakes.

-C.Ling <3

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