Inseparable Mikasa x Eren

Chapter 12: Shattered

Eren POV

Im sitting on Mikasa couch at her apartment to tell her how the whole meeting happened an hour ago. I was just waiting around and gathering my thoughts about Mikasa and life. I look into the coffee table and there laid a red fabric that I once wore. Wow she kept it all this time, I thought as I grab hold of it. I hear some keys at the door and then it unlocked to show the beautiful girl in front of me.

"Welcome home Mika-"

"Don't even think about talking to me right now" she said clearly mad about some reason slamming the front door.

"What's wrong Mika" I asked straight forward.

"You. That's what's wrong! You went and hugged and kissed her on the cheek. Did you not think for one second that it's okay to do that? " She argued back raising her voice. Her eyes were a bit red and slightly puffy from the tears she shed.

"Mikasa, look I all she wanted to do was apologies for when she cheated on me, I just gave her a hug to say goodbye.." I say trying to walk up to her.

"No don't you dare come any closer, not only did you give her a 'hug' but a kiss goodbye? I thought we were a thing, or am I just a backup girl?" She said pissed, that's wen the sobs started. "If you didn't love me why keep my hopes up? You should have just let me be if I was going to be your toy. I thought you would at least care that much." She said as she cried her eyes out.

(Play the Music in the background)  

I stood there not knowing what to say or what to do. All functions had stop working when Mikasa thought I didn't care and that I didn't love her. I did, I truly did but my actions didn't seem like it and she didn't seem to believe it. My heart ached as I saw her continuously crying and shaking. "Your wrong! I do love you and I was going to ask you to be my girlfriend in a few days. Yes I did kiss her on the cheek and gave her a hug but that was all. I just said goodbye and that we wouldn't be in each other's life unless we moved on. All of that is just nothing, because I love someone else and that someone is you. I know what I did was wrong, I shouldn't have done it... I'm sorry. I know my mistake and I won't do it again just forgive me... please." my eyes glisten with tears as they threatened to fall. Silence as we both stare in each other's eyes trying to figure what to do next. I walk up to her and wrap the red scarf around. "I'll wrap this around you as many times as you want. Now and forever... as much as you want." I whispered as she turns to look down on the floor. She doesn't say a word for a while and I start to get worried at what shes thinking.

"J-just get o-out... I need to be alone." she stuttered she could feel the tears forming at the corner of her eyes.

I reluctantly slowly walked to the door and closed it. My knees gave in and my body deflated to the tiled floor. I just slid down against my front door as I start to cry. I didn't mean any of this to happen. Why am I so stupid? My heart ached so much I couldn't take the pain. The cold air outside made me remind myself that Mikasa wasn't there to hug me with her loving warmth. My soul shattered into pieces and spiralled into hollowness. I just wished that fate would make things right between us. I curse at myself for hurting Mikasa's feelings and my actions I did. That night I cried myself to sleep now wishing Mikasa was beside me telling me it was going to be okay. But she wasn't...

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