Something I Cannot Forget (Ronnie Radke) {Completed}

Unseen Horror

Chapter One

"Ronnie,"I sighed,as I saw my boyfriend passed out on the couch in the ETF green room.

This wasn't a new thing,it was just something the fans didn't see. It was something that I didn't even want to see. The band was changing,no longer warm and brotherly,but angry and cold. They each handled it differently I noticed. Monte and Robert handled it in the most positive way possible,by throwing it all into their music. My brother,Max and my boyfriend,Ronnie are another story....

Drinking ruled Max,but it was mild so I ignored it. For Ronnie,drinking was only half of it. Drugs,drinking,cigarettes,and extreme partying were his pleasure. I would spend hours with him at those parties making sure that he wouldn't get into trouble. I was no longer his girlfriend,I was becoming the mother that he never had.

I made my way back to merch and put more wrist bands on the table.

"How's it going,little sister?"Max asked,ruffling my already messy red hair.

"Just peachy,big brother?"I lied.

It wasn't like I wanted to lie,but I had to. Max,Robert,and Monte were missing out on a big secret. I was dating their band's lead singer,Ronald Joseph Radke. Then again,it's not like I wanted to keep that from them either. Well, not Monte and Robert anyway. It was mostly Max. With him being my older brother,he wasn't always too excited about me having boyfriends,especially ones that were his friends. In this case,Ronnie was Max's best friend,he was off limits,dating him didn't even have to be discussed.

"Don't worry,Shay. Every band goes through this. I promise you that it won't affect us and we won't break up?"Max said,going to the green room.

'Yeah,they do go through it,but not like this.'I thought.

It was true,Escape the Fate was going through something unheard of and I was praying that it would end soon.

The concert was eventually over and I started to pick up what was left of the merch. Who am I kidding?!There was no merch left,unless you consider two wrist bands merch!Things sold like a limited edition My Chemical Romance dvd.

"Another successful day I see,huh Shay?"Monte said tugging at my hair.

Anger spread across my face. I hated that. When we were little Max always made fun of me for the red hair that I had gotten from our grandma. He said countless things like "You have no soul!" or even worse, the nickname, "Shayla the Soulless Ginger".At Christmas,he got everyone to sing a song about it. But what was I going to do,dye it?! That was always something I had decided against,noticing that my hair was a fabulous shade of red.

Seeing that the guys already had enough stress,I decided to stay calm."Yeah,as always!Merch sales went up through the roof tonight!You guys were great too!"

The guys took in my compliments and beamed!Well,all of the guys except Ronnie.

"Hey,guys where's Ronnie?"I asked.

"He's on the bus. He said that he had something important to do."Robert said,sipping his beer.

"I'm going to go tell him the news."I said,hurrying out before they noticed anything.

I was planning on giving Ronnie a piece of my mind. I was tired of the drugs and parties. I was tired of being his mother. I just wanted to be his girlfriend. I took a deep breath as I knocked on the tour bus' door. Before I knew it,I was being pulled inside and attacked with kisses.

'This is going to be a long night.'I thought.

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Sorry Yoci,I can't give too much away!