Something I Cannot Forget (Ronnie Radke) {Completed}

The Darkest Hour

Chapter Eight

"Let's go get him!"I yelled.

I didn't want tears to fall as I thought about it.

"No way!The doctor said that you need rest,not just for you,but for the baby,too!"April shouted at me.

I sighed the she continued,"And..they aren't letting him out on bail..."

I felt like dying at that moment,like everything had just shattered in front of me .

"What?Why?!"

April looked upset."Possession of illegal drugs..."

Wow,he really did love the drugs more than me and the baby. I couldn't tell if it was mostly hormones or pain,but I cried. I broke down,I cried like I wouldn't be able to cry anymore in life.

"Shh..everything will be okay,Shay."

I nodded,wanting to be strong for the baby. I had to be,it looked like I would be raising the child alone. I still hadn't yet told Max and everyone else,I knew that what Ronnie did would cause problems with the band. I felt like I couldn't deal with it all at once.

Incoming call...from Max

I sighed,but refused to answer. I decided to let him leave me a voice message,just to make sure that it was safe to talk to him. I hit a button to playback the message.

"Shay,Ronnie's in jail!His little stunt might cost us the band!When he gets out,I guarantee that the band will be ruined!They can kiss Escape The Fate goodbye!I can't believe that he would be this stupid!That asshole,he always ruins everything!I never want to see that asshole again!"

Hearing my brother yell like that was scary,he was never like that. Everything was crumpling,I needed time to rethink everything. Max said that he never wanted to see Ronnie again,but if we were getting married and having his niece or nephew then he would have to. April came over and hugged me.

"It's okay,he doesn't mean that. He's just angry. Ronnie is his best friend."

I nodded,hoping that she was right. Then there was a knock on the door.

"April,is Shay here?"A familiar voice said.

It was Lexus. I saw April nod slowly and back away from the door. April didn't like Lexus no more than my mom did,in fact,that's an understatement,She hated her. She would always tell that something was up with her and that she was suspicious,but I thought that she was only saying that because she used to have a crush on Max when we were younger.

"Hi,mommy"She said,coming to give me a hug.

I told her in a text message,too and she swore that she wouldn't say anything to Max or the guys.

"Hey,Lex.."I said,unenthusiastically.

"So you've heard,huh?"

I nodded,unwilling to respond.

"You're not going to raise this baby alone are you?"

"No..I hope that I don't have to..."

Lexus nodded and then gave me an uncomfortable smile."You're not too far along are you?"

I gave her a glare."No,why?"

"Because..you can still get it taken care of."

I was appalled at Lexus' words of cruelty,but I was ready to hear what she had to say.

"W-what?"I stuttered.

"How can you say that to her?!"April yelled at Lexus.

Lexus ignored her and went back to talking with me.

"You said so yourself. You don't want to raise this baby alone and do you really want it to have a druggy for a father?Best thing to do,is get rid of it."

I looked down in shame because I was actually thinking about getting rid of my beautiful baby.

"Text me your choice."Lexus said before walking out,receiving a dirty look from April.

"Shay,you don't have to-"

I stopped her."It's okay,April,she's right. Can you come with me to the clinic tomorrow?"I said as a tear rolled down my face.

I had reached the lowest part of my life,I knew it because I wanted to take innocent,unborn life.

(( I hope you enjoyed this chapter! Lexus------------------------>>>>>>>>>>>)))