The Things I Couldn't Say...[Editing]

Tokyo, Japan

Hyerin's P. O. V.
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I woke up with the most painful headache ever. It didn't help the sun was gleaming in my eyes. I had no idea what happened last night. The last thing I could remember was Surani buying me a drink. I groaned as I rolled around. I noticed at I was sleeping on the couch. Then I looked over to my right and saw Surani leaning against the couch and sleeping soundly. What exactly happened last night?

My thoughts were interrupted by the smell of burning breakfast. I got off the couch and walked into the kitchen. Hana was trying to cook. "What are you doing?" I asked leaning against the wall.

Hana jumped in surprise, causing her to drop the pan she was cooking with. "Oh, I was trying to make you and Surani some breakfast," She said with an embarrassed smile.

"Don't worry about that. I rather have something for my headache," I said helping her pick up the pan. Hana nodded and poured some tea for me. There was awkward silence between us as I took a drink. Hana opened her mouth to say something but, was interrupted by my phone ringing loudly in the other room. I put the cup down and went to get my phone. I stepped over Sarani and grabbed my phone from off the couch. The caller ID said Jungkook. I answered it.

"Hey Jungkook, What's up?" I said.

Jungkook sighed. "I heard about what happened last night," Jungkook said, "Did you talk to Jimin yet?"

I was confused. I still didn't even remember what happened. Did something happen with Jimin?

"What happened last night?" I asked.

"You don't remember? You must have been really drunk." Jungkook explained to me what he knew about last night. It sounded like I must have been really drunk. I even called Jimin and yelled at him.

"Is Jimin busy? I need to talk to him," I said biting my lip. I really messed up.

"He is but, you can talk to him when you come to Japan."

I was confused. What did he mean by 'when I come to Japan'?

"Japan? Why would I go there?"

Jungkook laughed a little. "If you don't know, Hana can explain it to you."

After that, Jungkook had to get back to work. When I got off the phone, I went back into the kitchen. "So, what is this trip to Japan that I'm just now hearing about?" I asked leaning against the wall.

"Oh, Jungkook bought us plane tickets and tickets to the concert they're having in Tokyo."

I nodded. I didn't know about that at all. I drank some tea without saying anything else. When I sat back down on the couch next to Surani, who was still asleep, my memory of last night came back. That article about Jimin flirting with a Japanese fan and me almost cheating on him. It was too much. That was why I rarely go out to drink. I always do something stupid. But, that article was still in the back of my mind and it was bothering me. Did he really flirt with that girl? It couldn't be true, right?

"That's it. It's just a misunderstanding," I said to myself.

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Hana and I were in the waiting room at the concert hall. We got to Japan about two hours ago and now the concert was about to start. We were in the VIP room since Jungkook gave us backstage passes. He really didn't have to do all that.

"Did you talk to Jimin yet?" Hana asked.

"He hasn't called me since that day," I said biting my lip.

Today, I would have to talk to him. This whole thing was a huge misunderstanding. I just had to explain that is was too drunk and then everything would be okay. No matter how much I assured myself, my hands were shaking, my heart was pounding, and I couldn't sit still. Why was I so nervous?

My thoughts were interrupted by Hana standing up. "Hyerin, I'll be right back," She said, "I'm gonna go find Jungkook. Wanna come with me?"

I shook my head. There was no way I was moving in this state. Hana patted my shoulder and then left the room. I was left alone now. I closed my eyes to try and calm myself down.

"Hyerin?" I heard Jimin's voice. I opened my eyes and sat up in my seat. He was standing not too far away from me. So many emotions took over me when I saw him. I was so happy to see him but, also anxious. I missed him so much but, at the same time, I was afraid to see him. I wanted to hug him but, at the same time, I wanted to run away. It was conflicting.

"Can we talk?" Jimin asked shyly. Was he nervous about this too?

"Oh, of course." I stood up and followed Jimin out to the hallway. He then leads me to another room where no one could bother us. We stood there in silence for a while. To me, it felt like forever.

"Um, about that night...," I explained, "I didn't mean to cause trouble. I was a bit drunk, you see." I was looking down the entire time.

"But, what did you mean when you said I had a 'new girlfriend'?" Jimin asked.

"In an article, you were flirting with a girl..."

Jimin sighed. "Do you trust me?" He said.

I nodded, still looking down. I was staring at his shoes. "Then, why would you believe what an article says and get so worked up?"

He was right. Why did I get so upset without asking Jimin about it? I think I knew why. "I feel like you don't really love me...," I said, "I always get anxious about this."

"Hyerin, if you think I don't love you, then maybe we shouldn't be together," Jimin said, "I have to go. See you later."

Jimin left the room. I was left in shock. It felt like my heart had broken into a million pieces. What he said continued to replay in my head.

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Hana's P. O. V.
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I was wandering around the place for quite a while looking for Jungkook. I really needed to see him. I missed him so much. When I turned another corner, I saw Jungkook talking to Namjoon. I stood there with a smile on my face. Jungkook glanced my way and noticed. He said something to Namjoon and walked over to me. There was a shy smile on his face as he approached me. When he was close enough, he pulled me into a hug.

"I've missed you so much," Jungkook said, pulling away from the hug to look at me, "We can't talk for long but, how was your trip?"

"The trip was tiring but, I'm glad I can finally see you," I said.

Before Jungkook could say anything else, Namjoon came up to us. He smiled at me. "It's time to go," Namjoon said patting Jungkook's shoulder. Namjoon greeted me and then turned to leave. Jungkook and I were alone again.

"Good Luck. I'll be cheering you on," I said, "Let's go sightseeing together after this."

Jungkook pulled me close to him again. He kissed me lightly on the forehead. I was surprised by that. Sure we've kissed before but, this felt different. He was even more gentle with me than before. It made me wonder what was so different. Jungkook had to go after that.

I smiled to myself as I made my way back to where Hyerin was.