The Things I Couldn't Say...[Editing]

I Love You

It was raining heavily and I was stuck in front of a store entrance trying to keep dry. I only got a little wet, but it was getting really cold. I should've brought an umbrella. As I stood there waiting for the rain to stop, my thoughts wandered off to what happened the other day.

I kissed Jungkook and it was all because my sister is a bitch. It was weird kissing him. Surprisingly, the kiss felt nice...

How could Suma make me kiss Jungkook in front of Jimin? I was really upset. My thoughts were interrupted when I heard someone sigh next to me. I looked over and saw Jungkook trying to shake the water off his clothes.

"Jungkook, you forgot to bring an umbrella too?" I asked smiling.

"I didn't think it would rain," He said looking up at the cloudy sky.

We stood there quietly for a few minutes just watching the rain fall. I decided to speak up.

"About that kiss yesterday," I said nervously, "It was nothing, right?"

Jungkook seemed to be surprised at the sudden subject change. He nodded. We then again stood there awkwardly. The rain finally calmed down and we no longer had to stand in the same spot. We both walked quietly to my car.

"So, I was thinking maybe I should tell Jimin the truth about our relationship," I said, "I don't think we should lie to him anymore."

"Yea, that's a good idea. When are you telling him?" Jungkook said leaning on my car. 

"Maybe after I leave here. I just don't know how to start the conversation."

Jungkook came over to me and put his hand on my head. I suddenly noticed how tall Jungkook had gotten. I also didn't notice how handsome he was, but he still had that cute smile from when we were younger.

"I know you'll find a way to tell him. Good luck," He said leaving.

I waved as he left. Later that afternoon, I found Jimin at the park. It was still raining and he had no umbrella. I walked up to him and held my umbrella over his head. Jimin looked up noticing that water wasn't hitting him anymore.

"Oh, it's you," Jimin said with a smile. There seemed to be something wrong with him. I sat down on the bench with him and held the umbrella over us.

"Is there something wrong?"

Jimin hesitated but, spoke up. "I knew the whole time that you and Jungkook aren't really dating," He said.

I was shocked. How could he know that? I even kissed Jungkook! "I don't know what you mean. I really am dating Jungkook," I said trying to act cool. 

Right about now, the rain stopped and I could close my umbrella. The bipolar weather was really bothering me at the moment. I stood up preparing to leave before Jimin could say anything else.

Before I could walk away, Jimin stood up and grabbed my arm. He turned me around to face him. My eyes widened in surprise.

"Hyerin, I know you were just pretending to make me jealous," Jimin said with a serious look on his face. This was a look that was a rare sight for me. I've never seen him look so serious.

"H-how would you know such a thing?" I said trying trying to pull my arm away. His grip was too strong.

"Just answer this one question. How do you feel about me?" Jimin looked straight into my eyes when he asked me that. I was at a loss for words. Was this the chance to tell him my feelings? I took a deep breath and looked away from him.

"I love you..., " I mumbled, hoping he heard me.

Jimin smiled and lifted up my chin. "You're gonna have to speak up." I was now forced to look into his eyes and tell him. My heart was pounding and my legs were weak. This was the worst feeling ever. Noticing my tenseness, Jimin pulled me closer to him. His free hand was now around my waist. My whole body heated up just being this close to him.

"It's okay, Hyerin. You can tell me," He said comforting me.

Those words made me feel a little better about telling him. I closed my eyes and sighed. "I love you, Jimin," I said as Jimin let go of me.

He didn't say anything which made me worried. Did he not have any feelings for me at all? Was he thinking of a way to turn me down? I couldn't handle the anxiety that was building up in my head.

I was about to turn away from him when Jimin pulled me back to him. This time, he pulled me into a kiss. I was too shocked to kiss back, but it wasn't too long before I got into the moment. Jimin put his hands around my waist to pull me closer and I put my hands on his shoulders. This was the best feeling ever. We pulled away from the kiss and Jimin smiled at me.

"I was wrong when I said you were like a sister to me," Jimin said, "I don't know what my feelings are yet, but you're more to me than just a friend or sister."

Did this mean he likes me? I'm not in the friend zone anymore? I just have to help him identify his feelings, that were obviously romantic feelings. This was the best day of my life.

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It was late at night and I was laying in bed with a big smile on my face. I was too happy to sleep so I texted Jungkook asking if he wanted to get a drink. It took a few minutes for him to reply, but he agreed to go. I quickly got dressed and met Jungkook at the bar. Jungkook was already there so, I sat down next to him.

  "So, how did it go?" Jungkook asked before taking a drink.

I grinned and told him about all that happened but, I cut out the kissing part if the story.

"I'm glad it worked out," Jungkook said ruffling my hair.

There was something off about Jungkook that I couldn't figure out.

Later that night, Jungkook had drunk a lot. I had to drive him home. On the way to his house, Jungkook wouldn't stop giving me compliments. He would say I was beautiful or that I was such a kind person. I was flattered, but he was drunk as hell. We got to his house and I helped him out of the car. He gave me the keys so I could open the door. It was insane how heavy he was. It didn't help that he was tall. I finally got the door open and I helped him walk to his room. When I tried to put him down on the bed, I fell. I landed right on top of Jungkook. I tried to get up, but he grabbed my arm.

"Jungkook, let go. I have to go home," I said struggling against his hold on me.

Jungkook held his hand out and touched my face. My eyes widened  and I felt my pulse quicken. "Can I try something?" Jungkook asked in almost a whisper.

"Sure, what is it?"

Jungkook moved his hand from my face to play with my bangs. He smiled at me gently. My heart throbbed from looking at his expression.

"Let me kiss you," he said touching my face once again.

I didn't know what to say or do. I didn't even know what was happening. Jungkook brought my face closer to his and our lips touched. When I tried to break from the kiss, Jungkook deepened the kiss. I couldn't fight the kiss anymore. He was such a damn good kisser. Jungkook broke away from the kiss and I was freed from his grip. I stood up and quickly left his house.