You could bet that it'd be stopped for a while. I would stop time long enough to maybe genuinely smile, for once. I don't smile a lot you know, I'm not easily satisfied and my friends and my fandoms are the only things that make me really happy. I wish I could just pause everything and stop stressing, i want to be able to take a break from everything. School, social situations, everything. I want more time, I need more time.
Have you ever thought about how short a year is? Years are short, decades are short, centuries probably feel like days used to. I miss being a kid, even though I'm still a kid. None of this makes sense.
I wish time were tangible, if I could reach out and touch it i could do anything. If time were something I could control I'd pull other people into little bubbles of peace and my mental health would be a lot better. I would use it to my advantage and to the advantage of others, I'd finally find some sort of peace.
But I can't stop time, no one can. I'll never be able to stop time or even slow it, but I guess I just gotta deal with it.
