Chapter 12: Tears

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A/N: Sooo...... I was listening to some sad songs.... like, happy sad songs. And I was writing this at the same time.... so ya Love ye oll

As I walked through the house to the Kitchen, I noticed that there was snow outside on the ground.winter was my favorite season, but I hated snow in the middle of July. I stared out the window until my phone buzzed. It was from Ayato so I didn't bother reading it. Wait, what? When did I get my phone back, I thought. Then I continued to walk through the house.

My phone buzzed again, actually, it buzzed a few times. I take my phone out of my pocket and most of the notifications are from Ayato. What does he want so badly!? I asked myself, then I remembered he was a vampire. "No way he is going to have my blo-" I was cut off by a certain red haired teen. You gotta be kidding me right now, I will just not listen to what he has to say. "Oi! I have texted you and you haven't answered any of them. I'm also thirsty." He complained. "It's not my fault you can't figure out how to go hunting...and I'm not your blood bank so forget it." I say strictly. He looks at me and squints, "What have they done to you Sidney?" "Nothing, Ayato. They, haven't done anything," I said sadly. Then I left the room.

For the rest of that morning I acted and felt as if I were in a state of depression. Even Yuma and Keighlee bickering couldn't cheer me up. At lunchtime I made some popcorn and grabbed a plate of cookies. When I got to my room I realized I couldn't watch tv, so I flipped open my phone. 1:30am: Where are you, 1:57am: SIIIIIIIDNEEEEEY!!!!!!!!!, 2:41am: why won't you answer me, 3:33am: hey. It's me. It's 3:33 and i new you liked repeating numbers, 4:30am: Sidney tell me where you are I've been looking for you, 5:57: Sidney answer me or At least come to skool or sumthin, 6:00: hello?, 7:21: 😐, Just Now: 😐😑😬😡😠😕😟😢😦😧😤😭.

I hated when Ayato guilt tripped me, and the worst part was that he did it all the time. Yuma came up behind me. He wispered in my ear, "You gotta get ready for school. Don't worry about him. He's an ass." With that Yuma scooped me up and carried me into the bathroom.

Later that day, as I walked through the halls, I saw Yuma talking(more like yelling) at a wall, I mean Shu. I thought to myself, God, I can't believe I freaking ship them. I turned around to see a certain Ayato walking on the same direction. Glancing back to make sure Yuma wasn't looking, I ran toward Ayato. Before I reached him he turned toward me. I kept running, my heart beating faster, and my smile getting bigger. When I reached him he hugged me so tight I felt like i was going to explode. He looked behind me, but i don't know what he saw. He let me go and shoved me away. I looked at him, no longer smiling, confused by his action. He balled his hands into fists, turned, and left me. I felt my eyes burning, hot tears rolling down my face. What do I do now? Do I follow him? Do I leave? What the Hell?! I was so lost in thought that I didn't realize that I was running after Ayato. He was walking toward the side of the school that the day kids used. Ayato walked into an empty class room, apparently expecting me to follow. When I looked at him, he looked like he was dealing with conflicting thoughts. He looked at me. Hesitation written all over his face. He walked towards me and pressed his lips into mine. Then I just stood there. Silently hugging me. His body started shaking. He was crying. He hugged me harder. I didn't realize it, but I was crying harder too. I missed him. He missed me. "I'm sorry. I would've come to school earlier, but they wou-" Ayato cut me off by letting go of me turning around. He was wiping away his tears while he sat down in a desk. I just stared at him. I walked towards him hesitantly. "I should've never let you go," Ayato whispered. "No, Ayato. You didn't let me go." He stood. Ayato took about 2 steps towards closing the gap between us. I looked at the ground, feeling the guiltiest I had ever felt. He touched my cheek and then lifted my face. Our eyes met and i couldn't stand it any longer. I burst into tears again. He lightly pushed my head into his chest. I hugged him sobbing. A few minutes later he lifted my head again, and crashed his lips into mine. My tears started again. God. Why am so emotional today, I thought. I felt Ayato smile. When we broke for air Ayato whispered, "Lets go home." I nodded. He scooped me up and we landed on Ayato's bed. He set me down and I crawled under the covers. I felt him do the same, his body pressed against my back. Ayato wrapped his arms around me. I love you, I thought. He whispered, "I love you too." Then I drifted off.

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