message me + fack

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Finn looked at his ceiling that has stars glowing on them. he's laying on his bed on-top of his sheets thinking.

its been a year since his sisters tragic death. it happened to be the anniversary and he didn't know how to handle it. his parents seemed to be doing better than he was. they were close as two siblings can be. i mean they were twins after all.

he is spread out on his bed. both of his hands are at the end of the bed and same with his feet. he was laying as if someone captured him and he is tied up on a bed.

on his left hand he has his phone and on his right hand he had a blade. he wasn't gonna to anything because he was too scared to. if he did people will just say he is selfish like they said about his sister. Rose wasn't selfish she was sad. she was done with how people treated her; how her boyfriend treated her. he wasn't even sad when he found out all he did was crack a chuckle.

at her funeral all he did was shake his head and roll his eyes. he started the rumor that she died because she was into drugs. how she over dose on a drug and she died. he would fake that he was miserable for people can feel bad for him. Finn hated him with a passion because he knew what he did to Rose. she didn't tell him directly but she made it clear he would rape and abuse her. she still stayed though probably too scared to leave him.

she was only sixteen at the time. she had a life ahead of her. so pure,  beautiful, and smart. all waisted away because of a boy so idiotic.

Finn started to tear up as he dropped the blade of the floor. he went under his overs leaving his phone under the pillow now. he wasn't okay but acted as if he was. is this who he came to be? a boy with a mask on his face? Jaeden knew how he felt and he will try to help but the boy was just too awkward and sad himself.

maybe thats why people call them "Losers" at school. they didn't mind but they were still hurting. Finn was still hurting and he didn't know when it will stop. He got on his phone and called Jaeden. he would help some way he always does.

"yes?" Jaeden voice was raspy and Finn loved it.

"damn i just got a boner" Finn said and Jaeden giggled.

"you okay?" Jaeden asked now fully woken up even though it was now four in the morning.

"no.. it her anniversary Jae" Finn said as his voice cracked.

"want me to c-come over? we can do s-something or i can t-tell you a story to sleep. guessing that you haven't s-slept" Jaeden asked and Finn smiled.

"yeah come over please" Finn said.

they said their goodbyes hanging up. Finn and Jaeden met when Jaedens brother went missing. they knew each other for years since they lived across from each other but didn't start talking until Georgie went missing for a week or two.  the found them though in a ally way two cities down. Jaeden was so happy that he almost kissed Finn which of course Finn didn't mind.

a tap from the window was heard and Finn got up. he picked up the blade putting it in his drawers and opened the window. he was on the first floor so Jaeden could easily climb in.

"looks p-pretty in here" Jaeden stuttered and Finn thanked him.

"come hold me and tell me a bed time story my fellow friend" Finn said hoping back in bed as Jaeden followed behind. Jaeden put his arm around Finn and started the story.

Jaeden and Finn were just friends and they knew that for three years. nothing more specially since Finn knew Wyatt had a huge crush on Jaeden and he wouldn't do that to his friend.

as Jaeden talked about a rabbit and a king Finn slowly closed his eyes as Jaeden did the same. the two slept peacefully

as Jack fell asleep worried about his new friend.