If I loved her.

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Her words are I love you 

but her tone says the opposite.

She is sweet and cruel, 

fiery passionate,

and icy cold.

Her hands enclose in mine,

but I don't feel warm anymore.

she tells me,

If i loved her I'd stay home,

if I loved her I'd buy her things,

if I loved her I'd let her go out 

in a tight dress, alone.

Like I don't know...

If I loved her I'd give her the world

but the problem is I do love her.

So I stay, I buy, I let her go

guilt trips through me when I say no.

She screams and says I am worthless 

but I love her,

So I stay by her side... 


After listening to Cherry Wine by Hozier I had to write this. It struck such a huge chord with me. Boys get hurt too, Girls can be just as cruel. If you're abused at all I encourage you to get help, whether you are a guy or girl, you don't deserve to be treated awful. 1-800-799-7233 is the national domestic abuse hotline. Be kind, and be safe.

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