Hey guys!! Thanks for making it this far!! I wanted to add that this will be a bit triggering. Please read safely and at your own risk.
Thank you.
Shizuo was quiet and so was Izaya.
" I'm gonna go get some dessert. Anything you can acually keep down?" Shizuo asked, walking towards the door. " coffee..." Izaya said, turning his head to the side.
" fine. I'll get you some rice crackers then..." Shizuo slammed the door and Izaya flinched at the sound.
Izayas POV
I don't look that bad do I?
I went to go into the bathroom to do my daily scale and mirror look. I took my clothes off and got on the scale...
" 98 pounds." I mummbled repeating what the machine told me.
'That sucks... i really wanted to go down a pound this week' I thought to myself. I looked at the mirror, at my face, my stomach, my arms and legs.
Everything seemed fine.
I lied to Shinra when I said i didnt know how long i havent eaten...
The truth is I know EXACTLY how long on the dot. Its been a month and a day. At first it started out as just small snacks so I guess maybe 3 and a half weeks i stopped eating?
Honestly it wasn't THAT long ago. I don't know why their worried.
I heard Shizuo come back so I walked out into the kitchen and saw shizu-chan eating a " King Sized KitKat". He threw me the rice crackers I never said I wanted so I just made myself another cup of coffee.
" how much coffee do you have a day?" Shizuo asked eyeing me and my newly made cup.
I sat down in the other end of the table and responded plainly, " 5.. maybe 6 if my stomach hurts." I responded.
" your stomach hurts cause your hungry" Shizu-chan pointed back.
" no. Its just a stomach ache" i tried to reason but I could tell he had already made up his mind about the matter.
I huffed and just sipped my coffee.
When I looked at the time it read ' 8:00 p.m.' I looked at Shizuo and he looked sleepy.... so I just went on my computer.
" I'm leavin for the night.... go to bed!" Shizuo yelled the last part and slammed the door.
I let out a bitter laugh.
" hee, Shizu-chan. Why are you digging into parts of my life a sane person should never dig into?" I whispered, knowing I will never hear a response.
I smiled lightly and sipped on my coffee like I always do at 11 o clock at night....
Hey guys!! Sorry you had to go through that!! Anyway thanks for reading and will try to add a one shot to lighten the mode!! Thanks!!
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