Izaya x Shizuo ( DURARARA!!)

part 10

Hey guys! Sorry i haven't kept up so far with this story but Im doing the best I can. I plan to make this a emotional chapter and if you get triggered easily with eating disorders then plz take care of yo self and if you feel you cant read this plz don't.  Thank you.
                                                                   

After that check up with Shinra, it was already dark outside. Not very many people were on the streets anymore and Izaya and Shizuo went home. Well more like Shizuo carried Izaya home because he was to exghausted to do it himself. "Hey, listen flee..." Shizuo began. He heared a "hum" from Izaya to continue. " why dont you want to get better? I mean... why are you so against the idea of getting better." Shizuo asked. He knew it was a painful question and doubted he would get a real answer. " I dont know myself Shizu-chan..." Izaya breathed in his tired state. " I feel.... like Im just drowing and this is the only thing that makes me feel alive again. Feeling my stomach growl day after day reminds me that I'm still human." Izaya mummbled the last part. Leaning into Shizuo a little more.

Shizuo sighed, seeming to accept that answer the rest of the walk home was quiet and peaceful.

But that was the end of their peaceful days.

Next morning time skip

Shizuo woke up to a gagging sound. He opened his eyes and it took his brain a little minute to process what his ears was hearing from the empty living room ( Shizuo always slept on the couch). But when he finally started to process the sounds of loud, gagging and gasping with more puking sounds.
He ran into the bathroom. As fast as his legs could carry him he practically slammed into the door to the bathroom trying to get in.

With his super strength Shizuo forced open the locked door to see a horror scene.

Izaya suddenly gerked his head up at the blonde, puke slathering his breath and spots of blood slipping through his cracked lips.
The hand he had forcefully stuck down his throat mulitple times knuckles bruised and red.

Izaya's heart practically stopped when Shizuo came in. Tears threatening his eyes as he stared at the blonde before feeling the feeling come once again and right in front of Shizuo he threw up once again. It couldnt be helped. All the coffee he drank came riding up on him all at once making his stomach twist.

" stop!! Flee!" Shizuo yelled but Izaya couldn't hear his pleas through the ringing in his ears as more and more stomach acid came riding up more and more.

" IZAYA!" Shizuo pulled Izaya's shaking body from the bathroom floor and pulled him away from the toilet into his arms.

"S-s-shizuo.... s-stop.." Izaya tried to breath out but his shaking body couldnt help but like the newly found warm that Shizuo brought. Tears sprung from Izaya's eyes. He wailed onto Shizuo's body that was holding him so dear. " i-i-i cannn't.... I-I...." Izaya cried some more before passing out onto Shizuo.

After a few minutes of silence Shizuo took a deep, heavy breath. He looked down at the body that seemed to fade away into his arms and he picked Izaya up into his arms bride-style and walked into Izaya's bedroom and laid him down gently. Then, he went to the bathroom and cleaned up till it was sparkling clean.

With no emotion, Shizuo sat back on the sofa and let the tears slide down his cheeks. He put his hand over his mouth and sobbed and mummbled " why" over and over again till he fell back asleep.

It wasn't until 5 p.m. the next day that Izaya woke up. He turned his head to see a IV drip going into his arm. " Shinra must have come..." He thought. Then, he turned his head to the door which had cracked open with Shizuo coming in with a chicken noodle soup in hand. " i see you're awake" Shizuo stated simply and walked over with the soup and sat on the bed close to Izaya. " how long?" Izaya sighed. Knowing he passed out.

" most of the day. Its 5 p.m." shizuo told him.

" i see..." Izaya breathed.

Silence washed over them.

" why.." Izaya started. " why did you bring that?" He motioned to the soup that started to get cold. " How many... calories do you think is in there?" Shizuo asked suddenly.

" i dont know.... around 100 to 150 calories all together." Izaya breathed, practically cringing at how much he had estimated. " yeah... your right. 130 calories all together."

Silence again.

" you passed out last night so I called Shinra and he gave you an IV drop cause we knew how much you would hate us for bringing you to the hospital. I.... cleaned the bathroom so...you dont have to worry about that."

" Thanks" Izaya rubbed his neck awkwardly.

" Flee.... no, Izaya. I want to know. I want to help you and I need to know the true story. 100% of it. Dont leave anything out." Shizuo stated, confidence in his voice as he looked at Izaya's scared and dull eyes.

After a few seconds of Izaya thinking, he finally responded.

" ok. Dont blame me for anything I did in the past though because i know you will leave either way."

" i wont leave. I said I want to help so I'm gonna help god damn it!" Shizuo yelled for emphasis.

Izaya just nodded and continued...

Hey!! Thanks for reading this far and as of right now im the top 17th story of the 151 stories of Durarara!!! Thank you so much for baring with me so far!! Love you guys