This Can't be Real..

Chapter 4

It's been 4 months since I got adopted the abusing has only gotten worse, I miss my family more then ever. Marie says it was my fault they died. She says I distracted my dad and he just wanted to be free of me. She says that I'm ugly, stupid, no good , slut and other words that I'm not going to say.

John tried to rape me eleven times since I got here, and when I don't let him he says I'm a slut and shouldn't be living. But how the fuck am I slut, if I'm still a virgin? And I won't let him in my pants? Dumbass.. little bitch, I haven't even had my damn first kiss. Hoe.

I want to escape, I really do. But they are capable of many things, and I'm scared! I lost everything. I'm empty, hollow and broken, everything was taken away from me at once my freedom, my hope, my family... I have no one to turn to. I'm on my own.

No this is all wrong! I'm freaking June Lila Pirce that weird, down for anything kind of girl, I used to be so brave. GOD! I was almost arrested five times for property destruction, punching a cop and for vandalizing buildings!

But the one inspiration, that made me brave was my other half. My big bro, my twin Isaac. I miss you so much..

It was 3:43 am, I finally fell asleep. Its hard to sleep anymore, John could come in and rape me at anytime. Thats when I heard the door slam open, I sat up faster then the speed of light and I came face to face with a high, drunk John "H-ey S-Slut.." He slurred his words, while taking a step forward. Again, I'm still a virgin so how the fuck..?

Soon he was at the end of my run down wooden bed looking at me like I was a piece of meat. I could smell the alcohol and weed off his breath, it almost made me throw up.

I didn't make eye contact witch made him even more mad. That's when he jumped on me, I yelped then punch him in the face. "Stop, this will only hurt ALOT!" He said chuckling, I kneed him in the balls then scratched his face. 
"Ahhh!" he yelled. I got up and grabbed the bag that I packed for this moment.

I ran down the stairs, I got to the kitchen door then Marie jumped on me. We both fell but I grabbed the nearest empty beer bottle and hit her in the head. She didn't move so I took that chance to run.

Once I started to run I couldn't stop!