This Can't be Real..

Chapter 35

(June's POV)

i don't know what they have planed but i started running like my life depended on it. i ran into the nearest room to hide from Ariana and mahogany, god what did i get myself into this time.i shut the door behind me and when i turned around i came face to face with a half naked Matthew.i screamed and immediately covered my eyes and being stupid me i ran into a wall 'nice one June', i landed on the floor groaning in pain from my head making contact with the wall.

"June are you ok-" Matthew tried to say but i cut him off "is it safe?" i asked "yes but are you okay?" he asked walking over to were i was lying on the ground "yeah I'm fine" i said finely opening my eyes to see Matt still shirtless "no your not your bleeding" he said helping me up.

"i am? i cant feel it" i said looking into his perfect brown eyes "yes you are" he said brushing a peace of hair out of my eyes "oh" is all i could say i was to distracted at Matthews bare chest. i tried my best not to look but at the corner of my eye i could see Matt smirking "like what you see" i instantly looked away from mattes chest and back to his face i could feel my cheeks get hot telling me i was blushing madly.

"umm i was just umm" i sturdier Matt started to laughing "its okay lets go get you cleaned up" he said guiding me to the washroom.he helped me up onto the counter, i sat there while he went in the lining closet and took out two clothes he took one and wet it and left the other one alone he patted my head softly and i filched 'now it hurts'.

he dabbed lighter and then took the dry clothe and dried the wet spot on my head "thank you" i said just under a whisper but loud enough for him to hear "no problem" he sweetly smiled looking deep into my eyes while i stared back into his.

he started to lean in i could feel his minty warm breath tickling agents my skin giving me goo's bumps, i couldn't help but lean in to. this moment was interrupted when the door flew open to revile ariana and mahogany "got yo- whats going on here" ariana said with a smirk "yeah June" mahogany said wiggling her eye brows.

"umm i umm i need to go" i whispered then pushed Matt away and ran out of the room. i went to the first place that popped up in my mind 'the roof'.

there was a chair set up near the edge of the roof, i sat down and started to do the one thing i thought that could cheer me up.

"hey Issac i hope your day was better then mine, i hope mom and dad are doing good i miss you guys a lot" i said my voice cracking near the end "i know its been so long sense the crash but i still miss you guys a lot and i don't think i could ever find it in my heart to stop missing you" i said while silent tears slid down my rosy red cheeks "sometimes i start to think you cant hear me but i don't care this is what keeps me from going crazy" i chuckled looking down at my shoes that were worn out. i dont know what happen but i started to sob.

"why cant i be normal" i cried out

while i was silently sobbing to myself i herd the roof door open witch scared the living shit out of me.i jumped up out of my chair witch made the figure look up at me and it was just Hayes "god you scared the crap out of me" i sighed as he walked up to me chuckling "yeah same here- wait have you been crying?" Hayes asked looking at me with worried eyes.

"maybe" i sniffled turning away to look at the place were the sun was once setting. it was silent for a couple of minutes until Hayes came to stand beside me looking of into the now night sky, he turned to me and said "do you want to talk about it" i sighed "i know something is bothering you i can tell" he said raising an eyebrow, i think hes the only person who actually noticed.

"okay fine" i said going to sit in the chair " I'm a good listener" he said with a smile and i laughed "okay but don't judge me" i said looking at my hands "why would i do that" he said crossing his arms over his chest "its a cruel world out there" is all i said and he looked at me with sympathetic eyes "well some of us aren't all that cruel" he smiled "okay umm here it goes" i said getting ready to tell him what was really bothering me.

"i miss them..." is all i said before i looked away "miss who?" he asked nudging my shoulder "my mum and dad and especially my brother Issac.. he was like a best friend we were inseparable, yeah we fought from time to time but i never wanted for him to leave any of them for that matter" i said braying my head in my hands while they rested on my knees "is is messed up that i still miss them this much?" i asked lifting my head up to look at him. he looked at me for a minute then said "its never a bad thing to miss someone weather their dead or alive like i still miss my dead dog" witch made me laugh a little "hey i asked ariana on a date tonight do you mind helping me prepare it" he asked a little nervous "of course" i said with a smile "okay lets go"...