This Can't be Real..

Chapter 13

(Conner's P.O.V)

I was making my way to my bed room but I wanted to check on June first, mrs. wight told us that June was the cause of her families death that she was throughing a tantrum in the car and she pushed her father to the limit and crashed with another car she also told us that she killed her first foster parents and tried to kill other orphans in the other orphanages.

I don't know if that's true or not but we will have a talk when she gets more comfortable.

I heard mumbling coming from June's room and I went in and the balcony door was open I pecked around the corner and saw June looking at the sky and talking "i miss you more then anything in the world, it still hurts" she said crying and sobbing.

It hurt me to see her like this but I don't know who or what she's talking to? Or what she was talking about?

I decided to leave her alone she's probably on her period or something

"Eww" I whispered to myself and then went to my bed and fell asleep but I still felt Hurt seeing her like that.

(June's P.O.V)

I got up from my chair and got in my bed staring at the sealing thinking and then I got up and went over to my small bag that I didn't feel like unpacking it, took me a minute but then I found it my razor.

I got up off my knees and went to the washroom I made shore I locked the door, i looked at myself in the mirror discussed and hatred for myself I put the razor to my wrist then let it slide

At first it stung but I was used to it sense I've been doing it for 3 and a half years, no one was ever there to stop me so I guess i became addicted.

I thought back to every thing that has happen to me and made about 5 more scarlet red cuts then I rinsed my wrist under water I winced but I bit my lip so I couldn't mack a sound.

I put my bracelets on and made my way to bed I lied there just staring at the sealing and then I felt my eyes get heavy and I slowly drifted to sleep.

"Should we wake her?"

"I don't know?"

"You wake her"

"No you"

"She's your daughter Conner!"

"So..?"

"Really!"

I groaned and started to roll on my side

"She looks so cute when she's sleeping"

The realization just hit me 1. I got adopted yesterday and it wasn't a dream And there are people in my room... watching me sleep?

"I think she's waking up"

I open my eyes slowly to come face to face with Conner, Ricky ,kian , Trevor and Jc .

"Good morning" they all said at the same time.. weard.

"Umm good morning" I said giggling

"Wow" Jc said looking me in the eyes "what is there something on my face?" I asked a little confused, I probably look like shit!

"No it's just.. just your eyes they were a bright green yesterday but now there blue?" he said with a look of amazement written on his face.

"Shit!" I said then hid my face under the blankets I totally forgot my eyes changed colours dispensing on my mood and I was crying last night so yeah,ugh they probably think I'm a freak now!

"June?" Ricky asked

He tried to take the blankets off my head "please don't there hideous I'm sorry if you think I'm a freak" I said letting tears fall they will probably take me back to the orphanage now

"There not hideous there beautiful and unique and your not a freak you are exstrodenary, wonderful and beautiful" Ricky said taking the blankets gently of my head and then he wiped away my tears.

I didn't say anything "wow" kian Said looking into my eyes,I giggled because I knew my eyes changed agin "how do you do that?" Jc said kian nodding his head "I don't know" I said giving them a weard look because they were all staring at me. I hate when people look at me, it makes me feel insecure and weard!