This Can't be Real..

Chapter 44

(June's POV)

I was lying in bed staring at the ceiling ... I was so tired earlier but now sleep is the last thing on my mind...

I miss Dad and the boys. I also miss my real Mom and Dad.. Its times like this were I wanted to take sleeping pills to save myself from my torturing thoughts. They are what harm me most. I'm scared to be alone becaues my thoughts might be to much for me to handle.

Jesus I over think to much.. (Buzz.. Buzz)

I looked over at my phone to see Miranda was calling me. I picked it up right away, scared she was hurt or something..

"Miranda is everything okay its-" I looked over at my alarm clock, checking the time, "Four thirty AM.."

"Um... y-yeah.. I mean n-no.. Can I stay at your hotel for a bit?" She asked nervously.

"Um.. Yeah sure do you know were I live?" I asked blinking, and scrunching my eyes together.

"Uh yeah, I kinda watched you walk home.. " She mumbled, lightly chuckling.

"Haha-.. Wait you watched me walk home?"

"Urm.. yeah, sorry.." She says quietly.

"Its okay." I said chuckling too.

"I'll be there in ten.."

"Okay. See ya then."

"Bye." And she hangs up the phone. I hop off my bed, and quickly run out of my room, and down to the lobby.

I see Miranda and it looked like she has been crying. Her eyes are puffy and red, there're tear stains on her cheeks, and she just looks scared.

"U-Uh.. Hey June.." She plays with her sleeves, pulling them over her hands.

"Hey.. are you.. Okay?" I ask her, walking with her to the elevator. She just stares into thin air, her face pale likes shes seen a ghost.

All she does is just nod her head slightly, and fiddles with her shirt.

We arrive on my floor, and I walk her to my room. Her phone starts to ring but she ignores it.

It continues to ring,"Aren't you going to answer that?" She looks down, and sighs quietly.

"I'll call them back later." She says avoiding eye contact. We arrive to my door, and she walks to the bathroom. I lay on my bed, and hear that she's talking to someone. I can't help but ease drop.

"Louis, I'm at a friends right now. I'll be fine.. they don't know I'm here.. Please! Just calm down. I won't be home until later on today.. I'm sorry.. I love you.. Night Louis.." She hiccups the last part, and I hear faint crying. "Um.. Miranda are you okay?" I whispered knocking lightly on the door,"June?" I turned around to see Mahogany sitting up in her bed, rubbing the sleep from her eyes,"Whats wrong?" She asked getting up and walking to me,"Well my friend, Miranda came over and she locked herself in the bathroom.." I said sadly.

"Why?" "I don't know that's what I'm trying to figure out.." Mahogany pushed me aside and said,"Miranda.. Hey, I'm Mahogany.. do you want to maybe come out here and talk about what happened?" She said softly, the door then creeked open and a tear stained puffy eyed Miranda came out."Aww.." Mahogany said and wrapped her arms around her while she sobbed into her shoulder. We brought her to the spare bed.

"I-I'm sorry that I disturbed your s-sleep.." She mumbled sniffling back her tears. "No its fine.. do you want to talk about it?" I asked rubbing her back to help calm her down. My mum used to do that to me when ever I had a bad day. She sniffles once more, and smiles weakly. Magohanys eyes widen, and she practically shrieks, scaring me and Miranda.

"What!?" I yell.

"Holy, mother of DIRECTION! Sitting infront of me, is Miranda fucking TOMLINSON!"