This Can't be Real..

Chapter 12

(June's P.O.V)

"Sam?" I said turning around from the beautiful scenery "yeah?"

He asked still standing in the door way, I ran up to him and gave him a hug "thank you" I whispered letting a single tear fall.

"No problem babe" he said rubbing my back.

Me and Sam went back down stairs and as soon as I saw everyone watching a movie in the living room I ran over and gave Conner and gave him a big hug.

He laugh "what's this for?" he asked with a big smile on his face "for being so kind and giving me a home and a amazing bed room" I whispers so I didn't disturb the movie for every one.

"Your so sweet June" Conner said hugging me agin I got up and did the same for every one then I told them that I was tired and went up to my room.

As soon as I went to my bed room I grabbed a pair of grey jogging pants and a plain weight v-neck shirt and went in the washroom I put on the outfit and my Grey long Uggs, i put my hair in a messy pony tail.

Once I was done washing my face I went back into my room and grabbed a note book, pencil and my laptop

I went to the balcony and sat down in my really comfy chair and watched as the moon lite up the darken sky but with the help of the millions of stares.

I've always wanted to become a writer, In class when we did language and miss told us to right 'our' own opinion and that's exactly what I did,

I grabbed the note book and pencil and started to right and right, I stopped once the time read 11:36 pm

I put the pencil and note book down and looked up at my guardian stare.

A guardian star is a stare you pray on every night sense you were a little kid, when my family died that stare became brighter.

I believe it's Isaac watching over me.

"Hey Isaac .... I miss you, I g~got adopted today" I paused and tears started to fall "I hope you , mom, dad and the new baby are doing good..."

I started to sob a little and then I looked down but then back up "I hope you know I miss you more then anything in the world, it still hurts" I said grabbing hold of Isaac's necklace that was hanging on my neck and held it close to me.

"Ohh Isaac... c~c~ can you s~see me are you e~even there.." I said wiping the tears away with the back of my hand.

"I love you Isaac say hi to mom and d~dad for me" I said crying harder then before. it pains me to keep living every day like it didn't happen life keeps moving on crying doesn't bring them back I wish it did!