never mind

what's going on

Yoongi kept on running through alleyways and backstreets until he redeemed it far enough from his supposed husband.

In his panic, he didn't watch where he was going as he ran so he had no idea where he ended up.

It looked like some backstreet of abandoned restaurants if the emptiness and the signs of vandalism were anything to go by. It looked like a place for troubled teenagers at night, but at the light of day it gave yoongi just the amount of privacy he needed to breakdown.

He could feel the panic-attack creep up on him as he crunched down the dirty street. He pulled his phone from his pockets and with trembling fingers dialed namjoon's number again.

Namjoon picked up the phone before even the second ring began, and he sounded more concerned than the first time:

" Hello? Hyung? Are you ok?! you just hanged up earlier without saying anything... Hyung? Why are you gasping? Is everything ok? Omg, are you crying?!... what happened? Hyung?!"

"c-can you come pick me up? I-i don't know w-what hap-pened to me? Please come pick me u-up"

" yeah.. yeah, ok. I don't know what's going on but i'm on my way. Everything is going to be alright Hyung. Just breath ok? Focus on my voice, i'm here ok? I'm on my way" yoongi could hear shuffling though the phone, how namjoon took his keys and closed the door.

Then namjoon asked:" Where are you Hyung?"

And that seemed to trigger Yoongi in someway, as his sobbing flared up again:

" i-i don't know. I-i don't know any-anything, i d-don't k-know"

" hey, hey,shhh , it's okay, it's fine. It's not a big deal. It's okay Hyung, i'm coming to you okay? Can you turn your location on for me huh? Can you do that for me hyung?" Namjoon was talking so softly, his voice so soothing, he almost got yoongi in a trance, and yoongi found himself calming down again.

"emm" he said as he turned it on. "i-it's d-done"

" good job, well done Hyung. See? Everything is going to be alright, i'm coming for you. And look you're not even that far away , i'll be able to reach you in 10 minutes huh? I'm on my way Hyung, don't worry okay? Everything is going to be fine. We'll figure it out. I'm here okay? You're not alone. I'm with you. You're never alone. You're fine." namjoon kept on repeating himself alternating from i'm with you to everything is okay ,trying to keep yoongi calm, and soothing him until he was by his side.

When namjoon got to the location suga sent him, he didn't expect to see his friend bowing down on the concrete.

He ran to collect his friend into his arms, but yoongi was still sobbing. Namjoon tried talking to his bestfriend and calming him down, but it looked like this is as calm as yoongi is going to get for now, so he carried him princess-style to his car ,where he put him gently in the passenger seat.

The moment yoongi was seated he pulled his legs to his chest and hugged his thighs.

Namjoon was worried, his friend is small, but he's never made himself smaller. No matter what happened, he faced it head-first and standing tall, so whatever happened seems to have broken his friend, and witnessing that made his heart ache.

He figured it's best to leave the questions until later and drove back to his apartment.

By the time he got there, yoongi was still in his bubble so namjoon just carried him home.

When he got there, he put his friend on the couch got him the fluffiest blanket he had and made him lavender tee to help him relax.

When yoongi settled down a little, namjoon sat beside him, pulled him to his chest and said in the most gentle voice:

"So how about you tell me what's going on, huh?"

Yoongi kept on running through alleyways and backstreets until he redeemed it far enough from his supposed husband.

In his panic, he didn't watch where he was going as he ran so he had no idea where he ended up.

It looked like some backstreet of abandoned restaurants if the emptiness and the signs of vandalism were anything to go by. It looked like a place for troubled teenagers at night, but at the light of day it gave yoongi just the amount of privacy he needed to breakdown.

He could feel the panic-attack creep up on him as he crunched down the dirty street. He pulled his phone from his pockets and with trembling fingers dialed namjoon's number again.

Namjoon picked up the phone before even the second ring began, and he sounded more concerned than the first time:

" Hello? Hyung? Are you ok?! you just hanged up earlier without saying anything... Hyung? Why are you gasping? Is everything ok? Omg, are you crying?!... what happened? Hyung?!"

"c-can you come pick me up? I-i don't know w-what hap-pened to me? Please come pick me u-up"

" yeah.. yeah, ok. I don't know what's going on but i'm on my way. Everything is going to be alright Hyung. Just breath ok? Focus on my voice, i'm here ok? I'm on my way" yoongi could hear shuffling though the phone, how namjoon took his keys and closed the door.

Then namjoon asked:" Where are you Hyung?"

And that seemed to trigger Yoongi in someway, as his sobbing flared up again:

" i-i don't know. I-i don't know any-anything, i d-don't k-know"

" hey, hey,shhh , it's okay, it's fine. It's not a big deal. It's okay Hyung, i'm coming to you okay? Can you turn your location on for me huh? Can you do that for me hyung?" Namjoon was talking so softly, his voice so soothing, he almost got yoongi in a trance, and yoongi found himself calming down again.

"emm" he said as he turned it on. "i-it's d-done"

" good job, well done Hyung. See? Everything is going to be alright, i'm coming for you. And look you're not even that far away , i'll be able to reach you in 10 minutes huh? I'm on my way Hyung, don't worry okay? Everything is going to be fine. We'll figure it out. I'm here okay? You're not alone. I'm with you. You're never alone. You're fine." namjoon kept on repeating himself alternating from i'm with you to everything is okay ,trying to keep yoongi calm, and soothing him until he was by his side.

When namjoon got to the location suga sent him, he didn't expect to see his friend bowing down on the concrete.

He ran to collect his friend into his arms, but yoongi was still sobbing. Namjoon tried talking to his bestfriend and calming him down, but it looked like this is as calm as yoongi is going to get for now, so he carried him princess-style to his car ,where he put him gently in the passenger seat.

The moment yoongi was seated he pulled his legs to his chest and hugged his thighs.

Namjoon was worried, his friend is small, but he's never made himself smaller. No matter what happened, he faced it head-first and standing tall, so whatever happened seems to have broken his friend, and witnessing that made his heart ache.

He figured it's best to leave the questions until later and drove back to his apartment.

By the time he got there, yoongi was still in his bubble so namjoon just carried him home.

When he got there, he put his friend on the couch got him the fluffiest blanket he had and made him lavender tee to help him relax.

When yoongi settled down a little, namjoon sat beside him, pulled him to his chest and said in the most gentle voice:

"So how about you tell me what's going on, huh?"