never mind

the important things

The way to the hospital was longer than yoongi anticipated. He asked namjoon why he couldn't just go to the nearest one, but namjoon explained that they were both kinda famous and would cause a commotion.

Yoongi wasn't sure how to take that but then he remembered the video jimin showed him to convince him and how many views and likes it got and understood the situation.

It looks like yoongi actually made it. From what he could gather he had his life all figured out.

He actually made it big as a rapper and he was married to a gorgeous man.

Speaking of said man, yoongi still knew nothing except his name and appearance.

It looked like the car-ride is going to take some time so he asked namjoon to fill him up on the important things he should know.

It looks like he met jimin the night he went out to celebrate his debut as a rapper, but namjoon didn't know the details. Yoongi wasn't surprised, he is a private person after all.

According to namjoon, he and jimin hit it up pretty quickly after their meeting and two months later they were officially together.

Namjoon told him how it was jimin's first solo dance show and he invited yoongi. And how yoongi bought first row tickets for him and all his friends( namjoon jin and hobi) and forced them to attend.
After the show Yoongi gave jimin red roses and told him how proud he was. Apparently the roses had a note, and when jimin noticed it he started crying and mumbling yes so yoongi pulled him close and pecked his lips in front of all their friends and that's how they became official.

Yoongi just growled and sunk into the car seat. Was he always such a sap? He was planning to take hobi to dinner and confess then. He never thought of flowers or roses or anything like that.

Not even 4 months into their relationship, on jimin's birthday in October yoongi asked him to move in, and that's how they started living together.

On his next birthday, yoongi started with a cheesy speech going on about how perfect jimin is, how much he loved him and how thankful he is that jimin was born. And he finished off by actually going on one knee, pulling out a ring and asking for his hand.
Yoongi couldn't believe what he was hearing. What the hell happened? Is this really him?

It took him years to acknowledge his feelings towards hobi, not to mention he is or at least was a very careful man, so how come he was moving so fast with his relationship with jimin?

But most of all what happened with hobi? How come he was with someone else not even two months after he was supposed to confess to him? Did he confess and get rejected? Was he brokenhearted and that's why he threw himself at jimin?

When he expressed this concern to namjoon, his friend burst out laughing and explained that that was not it.
Yoongi didn't even confess to hobi.

His friend where a bit apprehensive at first as well but when they hangout with the couple they could see how they fit together and could see that the pace, even if it seemed fast was just right for them.

According to namjoon they were just right together and they were whipped so after they started living together no one was surprised when yoongi proposed that early on the game, or when they tied the knot two months later.

Yoongi couldn't believe it. What the hell got him in such a hurry that they didn't stay engaged for more than two months and namjoon explained that they wanted to marry on christmas and didn't want to wait for a whole year.

"you're kidding me right?"

"huh? No, why?"

" so, i'm a christian now?"

"no, not that i know off, i don't think so. Why?"

" then why would i want to have a christmas wedding?"

"oh, that's because jimin is christian. I told you you're whipped man!

But i gotta give it to you, the wedding was beautiful man.

You wanted him to have a white Christmas and didn't want to take any chances with the weather so you flew us all to Canada and had the wedding on the 24th.

Everything was white with snow already and it even snowed on your wedding. You had it decorated with Christmas-trees and all kind of white flowers and you lighted it up with white candles. It looked magical! It was so romantic and pure and everything!

I didn't think you could top it off but then you went and said your vows and jimin wasn't the only one sobbing that night. It was so touching i had to memorise it"

" you memorised my vows?" Yoongi gave namjoon a disbelieving look.

"Of course i did!" and then namjoon cleared his throat and went on again:

"I've changed so much since i've known you. Your love has given me the strength to be softer. You've taught me kindness and compassion. A lot may think that we're moving too fast. Too eager to get married. But... " and namjoon stopped for dramatic effect or whatever, maybe yoongi stopped while saying it as well and namjoon was just copying him.

" i think it's when you finally realize that you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody,you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible." then namjoon wiped an invisible tear from his eyes and yoongi could only stare open-mouthed at him.

(AN: disclaimer, see notes besides yoonmin's wedding is in the notes below if you want to watch)

So namjoon gave him a smirk:
" like i said,whipped! I was so relieved jin wasn't religious and didn't want to have a wedding. I don't know how i was going to top that. "

Yoongi couldn't believe how his vows answered all his concerns about jimin. But then again it made sense.

"what about hobi?"

"what about him?"

"what is he up to?"

" oh he's good. He opened a dance studio that's really popular and he's happy with tae"

"tae?" Yoongi started feeling an ugly jealousy creeping up on him and he hated himself for it.

The reason why he didn't feel comfortable with jimin is because of the guilt and the self-hate that devoured him when he was in the presence of his husband and not because he was a stranger as he claimed.

He hated himself for hurting him so badly, and even though it wasn't on purpose and he didn't even see hobi since he woke up, he still felt like a cheater and that was tearing him up inside.
That's why he decided to run away. He's not ready to face either of them until this mess cleared out and he figured out what was wrong with him and how to fix it.

"oh you forgot him too... Sorry tae is taehyung. He's actually jimin's bestfriend. There's also jungkook their other bff. The 3 of them are like you, hobi and i. But we're all really close friends now"

Yoongi only nodded in response. And that's when namjoon pulled the car over .

Yoongi got out and observed how the hospital towered over him.
And even though he wouldn't admit it, he's glad namjoon insisted on accompanying him.

Disclaimer!!! i didn't write the vows!

i wanted to write yoongi as a sap so i wanted to make the milestones on their relationship all on important days, but i didn't want them to get married on Valentines-day cause it's too cliché. i also didn't want them to marry on yoongi's bd because i wanted everything to be fast with them. so that left christmas or new years. and i got confused since i'm writing a canon yoonmin and researched and at one website they said jimin was christian so i thought a christmas white wedding was cute! then i remembered that i saw a video once with a yoonmin white wedding and i looked for it and found it and the vows actually answered yoongi's concerns and i felt like it was fate and i had to include them and the video here so here you go!

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