The Billionaire's Owned My Heart (Villamir Series #1)

Chapter 15

I left in the Philippines after our graduation and I have my reason why I leave the country. I leave because I want to heal myself from the pain that she had been caused to me.

I was hurt when she decided to choose her dream over me. I know it's selfish to make her choose between me and his dream, but you can't blame me. I really love her and I want her to choose me over and over again.

Kaya ko namang buhayin siya nang hindi siya nagtatrabaho. Ako ang bubuhay para sa pamilya ko. I will work hard just to provide my family needs.

I really love her so much and I feel like it's my death if she fall for someone else. Gusto ko ako lang ang mamahalin niya bukod sa magiging anak namin at natatakot na maagaw siya nang iba sa akin.

She's really beautiful as an angel that God sent from above. Her Innocent beauty makes me fall harder for her. She really loves her family, especially her mother that she'll will work and study hard just to fulfill her dream and her mother's dream for her.

Ilang araw akong wala sa sarili dahil hindi ko tanggap na bigla nalang nawala ang sa isang iglap ang aming relasyon. We've been together for almost three years and I can't fucking believe that it will destroy in just a bit.

My parents decided that they will send me in Italy to study about our business. Kaagad akong pumayag doon dahil gusto ko nang kalimutan siya kasama ang masayang alaala namin.

Nakakapagod ang masaktan at maghintay kung kailan ba siya babalik sa akin.

For the passed five years, I'd never tried to investigate her life because I'm scared that I might discover that she's already with someone else at baka hindi ko na kakayanin iyon pa.

After five years living in Italy and working there alone. I decided to back in the Philippines. I came back for her because I can't take it anymore. Gabi-gabi nalang ay napapanaginipan ko siya at wala yatang araw ay nawala siya sa isip ko.

I also came back when dad decided to give up a company for me. He wants me to hold the Villamir Empire since he also saw me how I am ruthless when it come to business.

I also discover that she was working in Pereza Company, which is my cousin's company. Anthony Perez is my cousin from my mother's side. Kaya ginawa ko lahat para mapunta siya sa Villamir Empire and I succeed.

When we finally meet again after five years, I really wanted to hug her tightly and told her how much I miss her. Pero kaagad akong umaatras every time I remember how she hurt me.

Galit ako sa kanya at dumating sa punto na Gustong-gusto kong maghiganti sa kanya. I used Era to make her jealous. I want to know if she's still having a feeling for me dahil kung ako ay madaling sabihin na hanggang ngayon ay siya parin.

Era is one of my fling in Italy I meet her in the bar when I was still broken to Cassandra. I used Era to pretend my girlfriend when I found out about Cassy and Zandreck.

I know that jerk. He's also ruthless when it comes to business world.

I was mad at her when she accepted the hand of Mr. Marco Miles one of my business partners. Sinama ko siya dahil gusto kong masolo siya sa araw na iyon dahil ayaw ko din na makita na sinusundo siya nang lalaki na 'yon araw-araw.

At nagagalit ako tuwing ngumingiti siya sa iba gayon sa akin ay hindi niya magawang ngumiti. Fuck! He's already had a boyfriend then she still entertain other boy! Hindi ba 'to alam nang boyfriend niya?!

Sa sobrang galit ko sa kanya ay nagalaw ko siya nang wala sa oras. I know what I did to her is wrong, but I can't help it! I was mad at her! Very mad at her that I want to hurt her emotionally and not in physically, because I don't want to hurt her using my own hands.

I was also guilty every time she think that I only used her body for my needs when it fact is not! God knows how much I miss her so much. I miss everything about her.

Mas lalo akong nagalit no'ng tinanggap niya ang pera mula sa akin. Parang pinatunayan niya lang sa akin na pera lang ang habol niya sa akin.

At galit din ako sa sarili ko dahil dalawang araw siyang hindi pumasok at alam kong kasalanan ko iyon. Galit na galit ako na baka hindi na siya babalik pa sa trabaho niya at hindi na magpapakita muli sa akin kaya laking gulat ko nalang nang makita ko siyang pumasok sa opisina ko.

Sa sobrang pagkasabik ko sa kanya ay wala sa oras na nagalaw ko siya sa loob nang opisina ko. Alam ko na nasaktan ko na naman siya dahil doon. Ilang beses kong minura nang palihim ang sa sarili ko dahil doon.

Nagulat ako nang biglang pumasok si Era sa opisina ko gayon wala naman kami naging usapan na magkikita ngayon.

Ramdam kong nakatingin sa amin si Cassandra so I act sweetly to Era even though I really want to push her away from me. Cassandra excuse herself to go out and I push Era hard away from me after Cassandra left us.

Nang humingi nang pabor si lolo sakin ay nagulat ako dahil doon. Ni minsan ay hindi ito humingi nang pabor sa akin o kahit kanino man.

Ang nakakagulat doon ay humingi siya nang pabor na gusto niyang makita si Cassandra sa kanyang birthday mismo.

He really loves Cassandra so much like it was his own granddaughter. I promised to him that I will bring Cassandra on his special day and he trust me wholeheartedly.

I bring her in my grandfather's birthday. My parents are happy when they saw Cassandra again, especially my mother.

She's really happy when she saw Cassandra again because she also treat her like her own daughter.

Lihim akong napangiti nang makita ko kong paano nag-usap si Lolo at Cassandra. They've both really missed each other so much. This is the second time that I saw my grandfather's tears.

The first is when my grandmother's died and now when she saw Cassandra again after five long years.

Naalala ko pa dati kung paano niya kinakampihan si Cassandra tuwing nag-aaway kami noon at hanggang ngayon ay gano'n parin si Lolo.

Cassandra is my first love. She's the first woman na ipinakilala ko sa pamilya ko. I've been loving her secretly since I first saw her hanggang sa nagkaroon ako nang lakas na loob na ligawan siya.

We're in love with each other for three years until three years that we've been together gradually ruined. Hanggang ngayon ay mahal na mahal ko parin siya at hindi ko alam kung may nararamdaman pa ba siya sa akin hanggang ngayon.

Nagulat ako nang makita ko muli si Era sa loob nang mansion. I don't know why she's here and I don't have any idea who gives invitation to her come here dahil wala naman siyang ka close sa mga pamilya ko.

Lumapit siya sa akin at hinalikan akonsa labi wala akong magawa kundi tugonin ang mga halik niya dahil ramdam kong nakatingin sa amin si Cassandra.

I saw in peripheral vision that Cassandra continues to walk. Even though I was kissing Era, but my attention is for Cassandra only. Iniisip ko nalang na si Cassandra ang kahalikan ko ngayon kahit na Gustong-gusto ko nang itulak ang babaeng 'to.

I stopped kissing her when Xander called her name. Napatingin ako sa kanila nang unti-unting tumakbo palapit sa kanya.

"Tita, where's Zyroon and Zyreen I miss them already, my cousins." Kumunot ang noo ko dahil sa sinabi ni Xander. Cousins?

Zyroon and Zyreen? Xander already once told me about them that they're his other cousins.

Unti-unti kong tiningnan si Cassandra at umiwas siya nang tingin sa akin nang magkasalubong ang aming mga mata.

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