Through poisoned, blue and red tainted veins
I feel a warmth that soothes me
but yet surreal.
I still find it funny, how we met. You made me
quiver. I almost fainted.
You swept me off my virgin feet. I remember what you called it
love. That's not what I thought. You came
for my soul.
My rumored 'un-Godly' ways and almighty love,
that is all you sought.
You came over, identity hidden with a comforting mask, only to disguise your true task.
With every kiss, you sucked me dry
every stolen touch, all a lie
You made me lightheaded, but only after a drink or two
You hurt me, until i was raw
my arms red and sore.
A few weeks past, arms weak and cheekbones visible, yet you only craved me
more.
They say you said I made you chase me, but you're the one who
stole
cheat
and lied.
You wore me down. My whole body, self, and mind.
Until I caved in finally, my last defeat.
You laughed and groaned at my pleads and pain.
Your full destruction of
me.
Because of you, I couldn't see, feel or breath.
You begged me for more, but I
pleaded for none. An ongoing
cycle.
Why didn't I see then, what I see now?
