Mi querido,
I love you. I will always. I love how your demeanor changes when I compliment you. I love it when your eyes of infinite wonder stare into mine. I love your sensitivity. It makes you seem more real. And I love that too. I love the way you cuddle me into your chest when I attempt to wake you up on the few mornings we have awoken together. You are absolutely amazing and there is not a single thing I would change about you.
Occasionally, I have found my self wondering what it would be like if you were like one of the cliche characters from the books, love songs, and movies I have dreamed about since I was a little girl.
I wonder what it would be like to walk up to you and seeing you pull out a bouquet of flowers from behind your back. I wonder what it would be like to be woken up to you caressing my tear stained cheek with tears in your eyes, not because of my pain, but because you are simply in love with me. I wonder what it would sound like to hear you whisper "Quiero hacerte el amor, I want to show you how much I love you." I wonder what it would be like to wake up and see a picture of me sleeping on social media saying how much you loved me for all of your friends and family to see. I wonder what it would be like of you fought for me and never let anything come between us. I wonder what it would be like to walk in and see you made a meal for us. I wouldn't care if it was burnt and tasted awful, as long as you out effort into it.
I wonder what it would be like to call you whenever i wanted without the fear of being too clingy. I wonder what it would be like to be shown off and cherished. I wonder what it would be like to be treated like your queen. Sometimes I get anxious that these thoughts of mine would make me loose my love for you, that my thoughts are taking over the image of who you actually are, but I know that wont be happening any time soon. I know this sounds completely selfish, but I do a lot of things you don't notice. I do many of things you do notice as well. But the thing is, I love doing things for you.
I love making you smile. I love our quick banter. I love when I am around you. I love your teaching moments and laughing at my lack of Spanish verb usage. I love you the way you are. I would never want these things all of the time, but it would be amazing to be treated like your queen on occasion, and trust me, mi corazón, I would make you my king.
