This year has been full of wonder
My own self discovery:
Me.
Who I was, lost as ever
Who I am in the world, a speckle of truth
Where in the hell the wind wants to take me
If I learned anything, anything at all,
I know
With you,
I am my best self.
I'm selfish now.
I love you for reasons that even a tacky list couldn't give perspective.
I'm selfish because, before you
Nothing else has made me feel this way
You've seen my soul,
Not just what I've wanted you to see
You view me as complete transparency
Even when I try to hide.
Yet, you still kiss my lips.
I'm a healing, selfish, transparent speckle of life.
And here I am
still feeling your breaths.
