Rants

Sleep

Sleep, I just want sleep.
These damn nightmares keep me up all night.
I finally go to sleep, and maybe sleep for a good two hours, then I wake up in tears and a pain.
A pain in my heart.
And my stomach.
I feel sick.
But I can never remember the nightmares.
I finally was able to remember one.
Its one of my biggest fears.
I was alone.
I was sitting all by myself.
My friends were across the room, smiling and laughing.
Then it hit me.
They don't need me.
I'm alone for a reason.
But all I want is to sleep!
And not to cry all night long.
I just want a good nights sleep, and no nightmares.
Is that too much of me to ask?
I just want sleep.
Help me.
Please.