Rants

Would

It just hit me.
I could just die at any moment.
Anything could happen.
Who would care?
Would people even show up to my funeral?
What pictures or stories would they tell about me?
Would you tell the time that we wasted a ton of makeup by putting on war paint?
Or what about the time you and me put our hair up like we were guys?
How about the times you had to carry my camera bag at football games?
Would you talk about the time I was screaming my lungs out and dancing like an idiot at the Fall Out Boy concert?
What would you say?
Or would you even go?
My family might care.
No they would.
But some people I don't think they would.
Would people say I'm better off dead?
I know people already do.
What would you do?
Help me.
Please.