Rants

Music

Music was my escape
But now it's not.
I love it and I'll sing my damn lungs out but it won't help me any.
It's like it's lost it's meaning.
Everything has lost it's meaning really.
Nothing really matters.
How long would it take for someone to realize that I'm dead?
All these people that I idolize tell the world that everyone is worth a life.
But am I really?
Why can't I listen to music and be happy again?
I just want to listen to my music and not worry about anything.
"I want to crack the door and just fall out. Then I remember when you packed my car you reached in the back and buckled up your heart for me to drive away with." -A Car A Torch A death TØP
But you didn't buckle up your heart did you?
You couldn't care less.
You don't care about the pain you put my through.
Why should you?
When I used to listen the music I forgot my problems but now it only reminds me of them.
Help me
Please.