Rants

Hate

Do you want me to say it?
I hate myself okay?
I don't need you there making me feel worse!
I'm horrible I get it.
I know!
Don't you think I've been dealing with this for years?
Can you freaking not?!?
Just stop!
Stop trying to "fix" me!
I'm bad enough!
I don't need your judgement!
Just please
Leave me alone
I hate everything about me.
My eyes are plain and boring.
Nothing special.
My smile is too wide and fake
And my teeth are yellow
My nose is fat and weird.
My arms are long and skinny.
But my legs are long and fat?
And my hair is just a boring brown.
I have no curves.
Straight down.
No shape to me at all.
Just long.
Freakishly tall.
My laugh is discussing.
I can't sing.
I can't dance.
I can't act.
And I suck at sports.
Then you go and add to the list.
As if I needed that!
But I'll just keep going.
I'll smile but on the inside I'm dying
Slowly
And painfully.
I already hate myself enough.
Help me
Please