By Chance~Nash Grier

25

I got up and stomped over to him while placing the food on the couch. "What the hell?!" I shouted as I pulled them away. All the guys and Mahogany snapped their heads in our direction.

It wasn't his fault, but he could've done something besides just standing there.

"Who are you?" The blonde asked, really snobby.

"I'm his girlfriend, so you need to bippity-boppity-back-the-fuck-up," I said and then turned back to Nash.

"You didn't do anything!"

"Y/n you need to calm down-"

"NO, DON'T TELL ME TO FUCKING CALM DOWN! Actually, you know what? Fuck you. Come talk to me when you got your shit together."

I fumed as I glided through the halls and my way out the hotel. The fans instantly screamed as I came out. I made my way to the car and had the driver take me to the hotel.

I hopped out and made my way to my room. I didn't notice I was crying until I had to wipe the tears from my cheeks. I might be a jealous girlfriend, but I can't help it. He has millions of girls that love him, so why would he choose me?

I got to my room and angrily slammed the door as I sat on the bed and let it all out. I wasn't mad that he kissed her because she kissed him, I was mad that he didn't do anything and instead of apologizing, he made up excuses.

After a while, there was a knock at the door. I didn't bother to wipe my eyes or make myself look presentable and just opened it. There stood one of my best friends, Matt. I find it a little sad that Matt came to check on me and my own boyfriend hasn't.

"Hey, what happened?" He asked as he pulled me into a hug. I began crying again due to having to explain it to him and having to relive the moment.

We sat on the bed as I told him everything and honestly, it felt relieving to get all my feelings out there like that. He nodded as he stared into my eyes as I spoke.

"Don't look at me like that, I look ugly, I know." I rolled my eyes.

"Be quiet. You're beautiful. And I can't help it, it's hard not to get lost in your eyes." He shrugged as if what he was saying was okay. I brushed it off.

I continued ranting to him and sighed as I finished. "I'm always here for you," he stated as he looked into my eyes. I smiled and before I knew what was happening, he leaned in closer and closer and closer, until our lips finally met.

I kissed back for a second before I realized what was going on. I pulled away and shoved his chest. "What the fuck Matt?!"

"Don't blame me, you kissed back," he said.

"What about Madison and Nash, oh god. That meant nothing!"

"I'm not telling her. Not over the phone."

"OH she's gonna hate me and Nash is going to break up with me and it's all going to be terrible because of you and your stupid kiss," I shouted as I stood up and poked him in the chest a couple times with my finger.

"I'm sorry okay, I don't know what got over me. I don't even like you, I was just caught up in the moment. You're just....ew," he said.

"Okay, first of all, that hurt. And second of all, we, no matter what, need to tell them," I stated.

"Fine, but can we wait for just a little. I want to tell Madison in person."

"When will we see her again." I can't believe I was actually considering lying to my boyfriend.

"In....a few months." He hesitated.

"We cannot hide this that long!" I shouted as  I paced around the room.

"Please, I promise I won't say anything until then, and when we tell them, you can even say it happened recently." I huffed.

"Fine."

"Thank you," he sighed. "So are we....still friends?"

"I don't fucking know?!" I shouted as I shoved him out the door and slammed it in his face.i

I sat down on the head of the bed and clicked on the tv, trying to distract myself from everything. Then, there was another knock on the door. "Come in," I shouted.

Nash walked in the door and I kept a blank face. I was no longer pissed. I was guilty.

He sheepishly stepped in while shutting the door. He sat on the end of my bed, facing me, with his hands behind his back. "I'm sorry I came so late. I had to stop and get you this," he stopped to pull out a teddy bear from behind him, with the words 'I'm sorry,' on a red heart it was holding. I smiled sweetly. "Listen, I'm sorry, I l-" I cut him off by grabbing both of his cheeks and pulling him into a kiss. He kissed back and the more he did, the more guilty I felt. Hiding this was gonna be hard.

"It's fine. You didn't mean it and I was overreacting." In all honesty, I had no room to be mad at him when I did the exact same thing. He looked me in the eyes and pulled me back into another kiss.

"You're so fucking amazing. I'm so lucky to have you," he muttered through the kiss. I giggled as he pushed me back onto the bed and kissed me.

After a pretty long make-up make-out session, I fell asleep in his arms.

~Middle of the night~

I woke up screaming again and looked to see that Nash was sleeping right next ot me. I had the same dream I had the other night, and every other night for the past year or so, but without Nash, obviously. Instead, the guy was a person from my past.

"DId you have another bad dream?" He asked me as he stroked my hair, due to me cuddling into him as tears lightly rolled down my skin.

"Yeah. The same one from the other night." I felt him nodd.

"Is there a reason you're having these dreams?" He asekd, causing me to cringe under him.

"Yes. Promise me you won't tell anyone," I asked as i sat up and held out my pinkie for him to connect. He did.

"I promise."