Hopeless(Karma x reader)

Chapter 10

(Names) POV

You were now in Rio's home talking, you could tell she was dying to ask questions about your life but was being considerate, so you caved for her "ask what you want" you could visibly see her excitement "okay I'll start nice what was reaper like?" Your eyes flashed light blue and you put on this smile that broke Rios heart "he was everything to me like a genuine father, it's not that my parents didn't love me, they just wanted me safe so stuck with tough love, but he was *sigh* he was kind, we could stay up for hours talking about anything. Granted he was a a cold blooded killer but so was I, he made me the best, than he vanished...." Rio was absolutely astonished, you had tears in your eyes and when you looked at her and wiped her eyes only than she realised she had tears streaming down her face. She smiled at your considerate actions "okay next question...hmm, okay how long have you been self harming?" You looked at her with (E/C) eyes " since I was 8 but the reason I'm not completely covered is becauseI wasn't very good at doing it till I was 10" Rio nodded not wanting to delve into it too much. So she moved on "so bitch-sensei and Lorvo?" You couldn't help but giggle "yeah after teaching me a little they realised I was better than them, it was funny but they continued to teach me hoping to gain tips from me so our roles kinda reversed.....I really liked them...." and finally she dared to ask the most sensitive topic "and...erm...Karma?" Your head lowered and your eyes mixed dark blue light blue and the slightest purple "that fucking asshole! how Dare he tell everyone my secret, that Maehara even had the audacity to call me a slut and they all called me an attention whore and, and ahhh just HOW DARE HE, I FINALLY REALISE I LOVE HIM AND THIS HAPPENS......I-ive never been in love" your eyes we're light blue.
Rio hugged you, than smiled with a peace sign "boys will come and go but best friends are forever" you smiled with yellow eyes and said "your so cheesey" you seen Rio gasp "what's yellow?" You looked confused "yellow I've never had yello- oh I know *you smile genuinely* it must mean pure happiness" Rio teared up and hugged you "what are you doing to me you loser" you laughed at her than hugged her back.
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You were walking with Rio to school, yellow eyes,

This is what you decided to wear today not caring about anyone else, Rio described your outfit as "SEXY AF YESS SHOW THEM YOUR THE QUEEN"  Rio needed to use the bathroom so she walked you to class before leaving. everyone saw your yellow eyes when you were with Rio but once you turned around your eyes were Purple and it scared everyone, although scared they all managed to be pricks sniggering you heard "whore" attention seeker"and your new personal favourite "cocky bitch"
Just as you were about to snap someone's neck, Korosensei came in and introduced a new student. Apparently you had missed this yesterday, and in walked a familiar face you stood up shouting "ITONA!?!" He visibly flinched and you realised why, you walked up to him, his eyes were downcast, you raised your hand and smacked him hard, he grabbed his cheek and rubbed it "ow" then what you did next confused him, you hugged him with light blue eyes and said "don't ever scare me like that again" he looked at you in shock  "your not mad?" your eyes flashed red before returning light blue "of course I am, but I thought you were gone, I'm more grateful" that's when Maehara spoke "aw look she's glad she found her buyer so he can pay her, her prostitution money" Korosensei was gobsmacked missing all of yesterday's events, you pretended you didn't hear him, BUT little Itona walked right up to Maehara, he was about to end his life but you gently laid your hand on his shoulder and his grudge dropped as he walked to his seat, midway stopping and saying "(name) is a hero none of you know her, did any of you know she sometimes walks around bridges to prevent suicides? No, didn't think so" he than took his seat next to you as your eyes flashed yellow as you looked at Rio than Itona two people who I can trust doesn't seem all that bad.
You heard laughing as a certain strawberry said "she probably goes there to end her life, than gets too scared and helps other people to feel better about herself" With that Itona snapped, he took out a real knife and threw it at Karma, luckily you blocked it in time, unluckily you did it with your stomach. You were surprised than looked at Itona "you've gotten better with knives" he blushed a bit and said "I practiced" you smiled than pulled out the knife along with like a litre of blood, everyone looked at you as you just kinda...watched yourself bleed it could be a good idea to stitch this up but it looks pretty cool, I wonder if I'll die this ti- your thoughts were cut short when Itona grabbed your hand dragging you to the infirmary shouting "Your hopeless"

Karmas POV

Wtf who even is this Itona guy how do they know eachother and another thing, WHYD SHE BLOCK THAT FOR ME, also why'd she just stand there does she wanna die- wait why do I care she's and attention whore. yeah......... I was completely ignoring the lesson, clouded in my thoughts. I could feel 3 pairs of eyes on me 1- adoring me 2- glaring a hole into me 3- confused and curious. I knew the 3rd was Korosensei confused what happened between (name) and the class. I'm guessing 2 was Rio pissed as hell 1- I'm not sure but maybe- nah. Anyways I ignored them and continued to drown in my thoughts.

Itonas POV

I brought (name) to the infirmary but she wouldn't let me stitch her, she did it herself. She was in the middle of it when she looked at me gently "so you still suicidal?" I smiled, she was worried, I could tell "no, don't worry" she smiled but that was gone when I asked the same question "I'm not suicidal but the thoughts are there 24/7 ....I dunno" I grabbed her arm when she finished and rolled up her sleeve to see the thing I hated, her self harm scars. A lot were fairly recent and I had to ask "what happened yesterday? if I was there earlier I would have known" her eyes turned light blue and she explained her past experiences with Class-E. I couldn't take it, I ran to the class she loves him and he AGHH she's the best thing to happen to me and he broke her heart I walked into the class up to the octopuses podium and called Rio up as well, she was confused but agreed , I pointed at Maehara and said "why is (name) a slut?" He tried to think of a reason but couldn't, I pointed at Karma "why is (name) and attention seeker" he spoke "showing her cuts basically begging for mercy" I could kill him "actually no, think was it deliberate? you asked her to get something high and her clothing went up a bit and they showed, you could have ignored it, no?" Karma looked down saying "I guess" I pointed at Nagisa "why don't you like her?" The boy stuttered before saying "I-I don't dislike her, I've barely spoken to her" but before I could question further (name) burst in "Stop Itona, I'm fine with it remember, when he kept knocking me down burning, cutting me, and hitting me with that steel bar" I nodded shuddering at the memory, she spoke again " remember why?" I nodded "he wanted to take me away but you wouldn't let him hurt me" she smiled "because I'd rather I die a torturous and painful death than hurt my friends" she smiled and hugged me, I looked up to see her eyes red and her face pale, I looked to where she was looking and saw him shiota. Before I could think she was out the window ready to attack him.

Korosensei's POV

OH no I have a bad feeling about this if she knows than she'll kill him on the spot and possibly go on a rampage.