Hopeless(Karma x reader)

Chapter 14

(Names) POV

Waking up you heard Maehara he sounded scared to say you were awake so he fucking should be, I was FINALLY able to escape this torment. You looked up and saw Itona, rage built up as you realised he was the one that saved you, again. You couldn't contain it, you jumped at him and screamed, you pinned him on the bed as he struggled "WHAT THE HELL, I SAVED YOU. I ONLY SAID WHEN YOU HAD A GOOD REASON YOU COULD ATTEMPT" you got angrier "I DID HAVE A GOOD REASON" only angering Itona further "YOU THINK A GUY IS A GOOD REASON!!" "YES I DO, HES THE FIRST GUY IVE EVER LOVED" "I DONT CARE HES NOT WORTH THIS" Itona turned the tables and pinned you down "(NAME)" you stopped, you couldn't tell which was worse the mental or physical pain, considering Itona was on your wrists "*gasp* Itona...wrists" he realised that , not only was he on your wrists but the class was still here watching you fight.
You'd noticed a while ago but didn't care, Korosensei coughed as Itona released you, you looked to your class than immediately away, each person had there head down realising they had either said something, thought something, or didn't step in to help you when you really needed it. You looked to Karma and he had his head down than looked up, you made eye contact before the two of you looked away again, you got up, walked to the window and jumped out, you had landed on a tree than the ground.

3rd persons POV

Itona spoke "Karma go get her" Karma was about to ask why but saw  Itonas glare and just ran out to chase the girl.

Karmas POV

I ran out chasing (name) she can't have gone far or she'd pass out, considering she needs to recover I saw her running through the trees, sprinting after her trying reach out and grab her, once I managed to she thrashed around in my hold, I pinned her to the tree by her arms, she must have thought I was Itona because she shouted "IM DONE TALKING WITH YOU" she saw my face and gasped obviously realising I wasn't the white haired boy, she spoke again but this time with a deadly low tone "what do you want?" I only shrugged and answered truthfully "Itona told me to get you" she looked away "son of a bitch.." I really was getting confused "why'd he send me out (name)" she only scoffed "none of your damn business" I was getting pretty annoyed so said the next thing without thinking. "I don't understand what's going on with us (name), your the only one who gets to me. I feel like I can't breathe if your around, when you do things that put you in danger I get this feeling and just say awful things this isn't me! So why did he send me here" her face was shocked and her face tightened, but to no avail her tears began to fall as she screamed "BECAUSE THE GUY I FELL IN LOVE WITH IN OUR CLASS IS YOU, YA STUPID PRICK" than it all clicked I'm the reason she tried to kill herself, this is all my fault I gasped as she thrashed in my hold to escape, probably to open those stitches and try again to end her life, I felt tears escape my eyes and she only gasped. "W-why are you crying?" Her voice was no longer filled with anger but worry, a pain filled my chest "why do you care?" She looked pretty annoyed "didn't I just confess to you stupid, now tell me what the hells wrong" I sighed "I made you try to kill yourself" she nodded, more tears escaped. She smiled at me with her pink eyes and spoke in a gentle tone "but don't give yourself all the credit my life was extremely shitty before you even showed up" i smiled at her "you ever find out what those pink eyes mean?" She looked away and blushed "a-are they pink" I nodded "oh well they mean lust/love" my eyes widened she still loves me even after all this.

3rd persons POV

Karma looked down to (name) realising he still had her pinned, he than smirked, the girl looked up "what you smiling at" he had a mischievous look "I have the upper hand" she looked to the side of her arms than up at him again "for wh-" he cut her off crushing his lips on hers, she couldn't understand what was going on, karma Akabane was KISSING her, Karma dropped her hands afraid they were sore.
Karma broke the silence first after pulling away from the shocked girl "(name)?" She looked up her eyes full of confusion "hmm" "I love you" she blushed matching Karmas hair. But something struck her "what about Okuda?" Karma visibly shivered "I didn't consent to either of those kisses, she just grabbed me and kissed me saying 'I was the one who got the class to stop hating you' " (names) eyes turned a deep violet purple "she what" Karma realised his mistake and hugged the girl "it doesn't matter your the only one in the world I desire (name)"
(Name) shook her head and pushed the boy a little further from him. "Karma I do love you, but the things you said. They're gonna stick with me for awhile that why I couldn't kiss you back. I need time to trust you again, I can't just fall into this without thinking" Karma was hurt but remembered what he said and cringed at himself, his head fell onto (name)'s shoulder. "I understand, I'm so sorry (name) I was confused from what I was feeling and ended up hurting you so much. I promise I will work hard to gain your trust again." With that (name) gave him a peck on the cheek and smiled. "Thanks karma"
Karma blushed as (name) laughed "Now you look like a strawberry!!!" Karma blushed deeper "stop making me want to kiss you it's no fair when I just promised I'd be a gentleman" (name) giggled to herself "I mean I'm still hurt but it doesn't me I don't find you adorable, taking it slow is gonna be hard for both of us. Especially after getting 65 hits just there." Karma scoffed "only 65? Damn I need to up my game" a glint of evil crossed (name)'s face, "slightly better than Maehara, I mean wow didn't even put up a fight for dominance. I'm sure you don't remember that though hahah" he did, he also remembered feeling extreme jealousy towards said boy, Karma mumbled "yeah and he's the last guy who gets to touch you that way" (name) obviously picked up on it "are you jealous?!" He shook his head furiously as an idea popped into (names) head, she walked to Karma grabbed his wrists pinned him to the tree than kissed him, she bit his lip a little asking for access, he refused her, as she put her leg between his, he immediately opened his mouth to allow access, she stuck her tongue in fighting his, she gained dominance searching every part of his mouth, he struggled underneath her grip, but that only pushed her more, she let go of him releasing his mouth as well, he dropped to the floor blush present, steam pouring out of his head as he whispered those familiar words "what a women" (name) giggled "150 hits not bad" he looked up at her and said "how many hits did I get on you again?" "about 65" he cringed and whispered "how do you ask the girl you love to teach you to kiss" she giggled at the boy "now now, we're going slow so savory that kiss it's the last one for awhile" (name)'s eyes turned yellow as she teased the boy but realized just how long they'd been gone "we should get back they might think I've killed you" he grinned and said "or they might think we're doing smutty stuff" she shrugged than said "more than likely Rio had that thought, well would have if she didn't hate you" the two walked back hand in hand. (Name) knew she'd face a lecture from Korosensei, Itona, Rio and more than likely Irina.