Hopeless(Karma x reader)

Chapter 12

(Names) POV

You could feel Korosensei's presence, he followed you all the way to the lone tree you'd grown to love, you climbed it and waited for him. He climbed the tree and stared you down "(name) what happened when I wasn't around?" Your eyes turned a harsh grey "none of your damn business, you didn't care about me!" He looked shocked even with that condescending smile, he spoke again " I really did (name) but you were also a threat to m-" you cut him off saying "I don't wanna hear it, i'd never of hurt you no matter what, but you threw me out, you even let yourself get caught!! You broke me to the finest degree. I even let my parents do what they want to me, injecting me and mentally breaking me, I'm not even considered human, people fear me" you stopped speaking but wouldn't let him have a chance to reply "forget it" you covered your eyes with your hair than looked up with a smile but light blue eyes "let's just leave our relationship with teacher and student, no more, no less" all Korosensei could do was nod as you left.
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You walked out of the forest to get your things, but you really wished you had stayed a little longer, infront of you stood Karma and Okuda .....kissing. Her arms wrapped around his neck, they both had there eyes closed so hadn't noticed you until Rio decided to shout "(NAME) WHERE'D YOU GO?" You looked at her and she stopped running to you, even taking a few steps back she strained herself to ask "w-what does black mean?" Everyone started to crowd you with black eyes with a flash of red, even Okuda and Karma.
You felt cornered only making the black darker and darker, Itona jumped infront of you and told the rest to back off, they didn't leave but gave you more room, Itona spoke softly "(Name) is this em... that colour?" you nodded, he only shuddered "how long" you gulped "less than a minute, I gotta go now" he nodded and you ran, as fast as your legs could take you.

3rd persons POV

Rio looked at Itona worried "what does black mean?" Itona shuddered "I'm sure you've guessed by now, but she saved my life, she brought me to her assassination institute but Shiro gave me tentacles and I left, but while we were together she would tell me of different colours her eyes went at the time there was very few colours, not too long later the Reaper disappeared. I wasn't there when it happened but her eyes turned black and she....she snapped. Screaming, shouting, crying, her best techniques being used and at the end she......it's not my place but she almost really messed up"  Everyone looked terrified and Itona spoke again "WHAT DID YOU ALL DO THIS TIME?!?....she always keeps her emotions in check, I don't understand....nothing this severe besides the reaper disappearance could set her off..." no one saw it but both Okuda and Karma turned pale, Okuda knew you liked him, and Karma didn't understand why but he knew it was his fault.
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(Names) POV

You ran and ran till you came to the centre of a large field, you don't know how far you ran or for how long but you stopped, sat and screamed. Tears streamed down your face as you shouted, all you could feel was hurt, just hurt, you took your razor and you held it at your wrist, you contemplated for a long, long time before froze wait, wait so you can make them all understand your pain you never knew what black was but you now understood death/ suicide and so you made your way back home and packed for your resort trip.
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The next day you were on the boat to the resort, eyes still black as night, no one dared to come near except that idiot "are black eyes suppose to scare us?" You looked at him and smiled "not at all babe xx" he looked at you weird "babe?" You smirked and said "I was the one to take away your first kiss *you whisper in his ear and nip it* I believe you said 'what a women' no?" You smile and kiss his cheek saying sarcastically "bye babe~" Karmas face goes as red as his hair as he says "s-so what I b-bet I'm the only guy you'll ever kiss" just the response you were hoping for. You grab Maehara who happened to be the closest and kiss him, you slide in your tongue, he's way to startled to think anything and he instinctively grabs your ass, you smirk seeing Karmas face, you drop the poor startled boy as he passes out with a flushed face. Karma is stood there mouth agape not believing what he just saw. Irina runs up to you and says "80 hits in 25 seconds that's gotta be some sorta record" you scoff "I could have gotten more I just wasn't that into it"
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3rd persons POV