Poison To My Quickie

Give Me Love

Jessie P.ov.

i stare blankly at the guy who hurt me. In his hand an open velvet box. What can i say? Do i say yes or do i say no?

He hurt me, but i would be hurting myself if let him go. After you share your heart with somebody it wont be whole again. its no longer yours. its ours.

But he hurt me.

i close the door slowly, leaving him on one knee proposing to me.

" Jessie! im sorry!"

i slid down to the ground, crying, and crying. i covered my mouth so he wouldnt hear my sobs.

" Jessie im fucking sorry okay!" he pounded on the door. again. and again.

i couldnt open it.

When i finally could control my tears, i climbed upstairs. i walked straight into Jas room.

" jess whats wrong-"

I didnt even answer, i just crawled onto her bed and laid on her chest. crying.

Jasmine P.o.v.

i didnt have time to process anything. i just rubbed her head. i didnt say nothing, just pulled her closer and rubbed her head more. i didnt want to know what happen, at that moment i just wanted my little sister to be okay.

Sometimes you have to know when to ask questions or to just shut up and let them cry.

" Rob kissed me."

i stopped stroking her head and stared at her for a while before repeating what i was doing before.

Shocked was one of many feelings along with betrayal and jealousy.

" dont say nothing, okay? lets just lay here and cry. Okay Jessie."

i laid down her head still on my chest, as i said we was we laid there and cried. i cried about how much my life changed in so little time. how fucked up it was. i lost my little girl. My bestfriend, and my love of my life. in such a short amount of time

Next Day.

i woke up a girl on a mission. i scooted of my bed and attempted to make my way downstairs. Using the wall as a weight supporter i sat down on the couch.

i pick up my phone, and dial his number.

" Hello? Jas?"

" Can you come over we need to talk."

i hung up i didnt need an answer i knew he would come.

Jessie P.O.V.

Yesterday was a long and stressful day. Jas some how made the day fly by in seconds. i open my eyes to sunlight shining through her shear curtains. i stretch hoping not to hit Jas but i dont feel her. i look around the bed.

That damn difficult as girl couldnt wait one more day for her cruches.

i hop off her bed and went into my room. i walk past my mom room and find her sprawled out on her bed.

Shes usually up by now. i walk in and try to wake her. Shes not getting up.

" Jasmine!! Call the ambulance!"

i check for a pulse and feel nothing. i want to cry but i knew it wasn't coming. im out of tears. i hold her hand waiting for the ambulance to come.

They press on her heart, its not going to start. They do it again, but if they know like i do its not going to start.

i kiss her cheek " i love you mom"

a tear slides down my cheek.

i slowly walk down the stairs while the paramedics put her in a body bag.

" Hey? you okay?" jas holds out her hand for me to grab, but i dont need it.

" im okay"

" you sure?"

Am i sure? im crying, but i know shes fine. " im sure" i lay back on Jasmines chest. she lays her head on top of mine and rubs my head.

" Shes gone" i whisered

" i know, i knew when i found these letters on the table"

i reached for my enevolope, but i didnt want to open it.

after an hour, the doorbell rung.

Jas was asleep on the couch. i smiled, she had grown up in such short time. We both did, but somehow we managed to make it.

i open the door and see the person i thought i would never see again. Their stood before me. Nard.

" Hi Jess your sister called me over"

" yeah ill wake her come in"

Shocked. Yes, but she was facing her demons. i stared at her face, peaceful and stress free.

" Jas Nard is here" i gently shoved her shoulder.

" Mm okay"

i went upstairs, as he sat by her on the couch.

If she could face her demons so could i.

" Chase?"

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