Y/n had stayed with Sombra up on the roof , Sombra calming the girl down . "Why don't you rejoin Talon?" Sombra suggests . Y/n shakes her head and sighs . "Its not that simple . I have friends that I care about too there . I've never had that since my uncle." Y/n sniffled . "Its okay chica , I understand completely." Sombra smiles . Y/n looked to see what time it was and it was already 12 midnight .
"They must be worried." Y/n says standing up . "Are you sure you want to go back like this?" Sombra asks . "I'll be fine." Y/n smiles slightly . "Well , if you ever need me , I'll be here as support okay?" Sombra says . "Yeah , thanks Sombra." Y/n thanks her . "Stay strong Scorpio . Boop." she taps her nose . Y/n rolls her eyes at the girls antics and heads back to the Overwatch base . Without even lookig at herself in the mirror , she looked horrible . Instead of taking ther front door , Y/n got in through her dorm window .
Y/n went into her bathroom and looked herself in the mirror . Tear stains were visible in her cheeks and her eyes were red . She washed her face , hoping to get rid of the stains on her face . She changed into her pyjamas and plopped down on her bed . She couldn't sleep . What happened today kept on replaying in her mind . But only one question stood out , ' Does she love me? ' . Y/n kept on thinking about that and eventually fell asleep of exhaustion .
*Next day*
Y/n woke up , her head aching . She went to the kitchen and got a cup of water and some advil . She took a quick shower and wore her training gear , trying to distract herself from the pain . When she entered the canteen , all the agents tried talking to her but she shut them all out .
Lena waklked in the canteen and saw Y/n . Y/n looked behind to see Y/n with a suprised expression and a guilty one . Y/n internally scoffed and continued eating . All the agents were confused at the interaction but shook it off . Y/n finished her food quickly without a word , trying to get out of the room Lena was in . She left in quite obviously a hurry . "Whats with her?" Hana asks Lena but she just shrugs . Y/n gets in the training room , and distracted herself . She knocked down 34 robot dummies , headshot 43 targets and finished 4 horde modes , solo . The agents in there were impressed but also worried . Y/n wiped off her sweat , getting ready to go and hopefully meet up Sombra .
"Y/n love , you alright?" Lena asks out nowhere , trying to start a conversation with the girl . Y/n just nods and walks past her . Y/n didn't even bother to teleport there . She'd rather fill her head with thoughts to block out the pain . She arrived back at the place where she was yesterday and waited for Sombra . "How was it?" Sombra asks . "She just stared at me in the morning then she tried to talk to me earlier but I did not respond." Y/n sighs .
"I don't even know if she even loves me anymore." Y/n cries . Y/n was sick off it . Sick of how vurnerable she seemed and how she always cried while Lena was fine . "What am I supposed to do." Y/n says . "Here is a suggestion , stay with her . See if she'll confess . And if it doesn't change , I'll handle it." Sombra insists and Y/n smiles . "Thanks." Y/n thanked her .
*Time skip*
Y/n played along . Despite the pain in her heart she still stayed with Lena . But she never confessed , instead she was more distant witb Y/n . Y/n's couldn't take it and she wanted to leave her but her heart stopped her from doing so .
Y/n was on the couch watching TV , alone . She waited for Lena and she cursed herself for doing it but she cared . Y/n heard the door creak open . "Babe?" Y/n called . "Oh hey , babe . Why are you stil awake?" Lena asks . "Waiting for you." Y/n answered . Y/n looked and Lena carefully and noticed her lips were swollen . "Thanks babe." Lena leaned down to kiss Y/n but she moved .
"Now that your here . I should go." Y/n said , trying her hardest not to cry . "What , why ? You can stay the night." Lena says clearly hurt . But Y/n didn't care . She wanted Lena to feel what she felt but she also felt guilty . "N-No , its okay . Bye." Y/n said quickly and left . In reality , Y/n didn't go to her room . She ran to the roof to see Sombra . She would see the hacker almost every night for comfort .
This time Y/n teleported there , the tears to much . "Chica ? Your not lookign good . Talk to me." Sombra asked . "S-She came back with swollen lips." Y/n cried harder . "And they call themselves heroes." Sombra mumbles . "Its okay . There , there." Sombra cooes . "I don't get it." Y/n says frustratedly . "Get what?" Sombra asks . "I want her to suffer like me but my heart prevents myself from doing it." Y/n sighs .
Sombra starts humming a song , attempting to calm Y/n down . "I thought she was different." Y/n said . "Well chica , not everyone tells the truth . There is someone more worhy of you out there . I know it." Sombra whispers . "Yeah , I guess so." Y/n says . Sombra continues humming and Y/n joins in singing .
Don't say you miss me when you don't call
And don't say you're hurting without the scars
Don't promise me tonight without tomorrow too
Don't say you love me unless you do
"That was really good chica." Sombra said . "Thanks." Y/n says drowsily . "Are you going to be fine tomorrow?" Sombra asks . "Yeah , I will . It just won't be the same." Y/n sighs , her eyes closing to sleep .
I updated so much today . And I do so because I have a lot off ideas . Another one might be done by tomorroe or today I don't know . Anyways . See ya !!
-Canine🐾
