Kareena's POV:
No good news. Nope. Seems that lately all I've got is bad news.
I had a miscarriage.
Apparently it's natural andd happens every 1 in 4 pregnancies blah blah blah.
They really only gave me statistics.
Honestly, I just wanted to be hugged. I just wanted to hear that it was alright, and it would all stay alright. I wanted someone to hug me and tell me they loved me and would help me through it. But guess what I got? Some half- assed I'm sorry' s and statistics. My 'bestfriend' told me to perk up. Perk up? What the actual fuck is this!? I lost my baby. The one reason I'd clean up. The one reason I'd ever buckle down and mature. Gone.
I haven't told Max.
I can't.
Ever.
Okay, I'll have to tell hhim eventually. Now isn't a good time. He's crazy stoked for his new band and god. I can't ruin it for him. I can't. Samie is already all over him, the last thing he needs to hear is that
I lost my baby. No way, I'll fake it. I'll hide it until he's ready. Yeah, act like it was some big surprise.
This could work.
"What's up buttercup?" a voice cut through my thoughts.
"Just thinking." I said vaguely turning to look at him.
"Of?" He asked
"My Natural Born Killer." I smiled before kissing him.
"I'm so excited for this. It's gonna take off. I can tell." He smiled staring off into the distance. I couldn't help but smile. He wants this. And I want him. Seems fair enough. I help him achieve his dreams, and I'll get mine: him. That is of course once I get rid off Samie.
"I'm glad you're getting back on your horse." I smiled. He just nodded
"Me too." He sat down on the couch next to me and relaxed... for two seconds.
**RING RING**
"Ughhhh." We sighed in unison.
"What?" He answered rudely. Well, we were still on pretty much no sleep.
"Why?" He asked, sounding even more irritated. Which is saying a lot.
"But whyyyyyyyyyyyy?" He whined, causing me to giggle. The look he shot me was enough to make me shut up. Max could be quite intimidating when he wants to be.
"Fine.." he said and then hung up.
"What was that?" I asked, already having an idea.
"Samie. Something about our dog getting sick? I don't know. But I told her I'd go." He sighed before standing. Not what I expected at all.
"Can I come?" I asked, already knowing the answer.
"Don't think that'd be the best idea." He shrugged.
"Okay. Bye Max. I lo-" I coughed. "I'll see you tomorrow then. Text me?" I changed what I was going to say.
"Maybe." He answered before grabbing his shoes and leaving me alone. Again.
*Le sigh*
Max has been.... different? The accident with Danny both brought us together, and pushed us apart. I can't explain it. It's just different.
Another reason I'm afraid to mention the baby.
Our relationship doesn't do well with drama it seems.
We still kiss and cuddle, sure. But it seems like he's treating Samie as his main priority again. Mama no like that. I don't like being the 'other woman'. I know it's what I signed up for, but I just like Max so much.... and I hate Samie even more than that. I will not lose to her.
Not to Samie.
I refuse.
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To quote the always gorgeous Ronald Radke:
I'M BAAAAACK! Muahahahahahaha!
But really, this is long over due. And not all too great, but I've got my stufff together and it's gonna stay that way.
Love, huggs, and other drugs :) <3
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