𝟼:𝟶𝟼 × 𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚔𝚑𝚢𝚞𝚌𝚔 [✔️]

xxii

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3rd person's

after mark knowing about sicheng's feelings, he couldn't help but to kiss back. although he didn't have feelings for him anymore, it looks like his heart was still beating faster.

"w- winwin, s- stop." he murmured as they separated from their kiss within a few seconds, then coming back again with another one. this time, mark isn't kissing back, he was nervous so he's trying to push sicheng from kissing his lips.

he did as he thought, and it happened. winwin seemed to look blank to mark as if he's thinking and his universe was way on the other side of this world, but looks like it's not.

he was staring at the back of mark, blinking several times and even rubbed the both of his eyes just to see it cleadly. mark was nervous, but he had to be brave, so i slowly turned around.

he saw haechan, along with jisung and chenle.

how did this happen? mark though as he was grabbing his hair and wanted to pull it.

jisung seems to glared at mark and winwin, must specially was mark, though winwin started it. chenle has the same reaction as mark, but instead of screaming, he just went to his room.

"great job mark." jisung whispered, "you betrayed yourself." he said and pushed him and followed chenle to his room, mark then looked at haechan, who was smiling, but trying to control his tears.

"h- hey-" mark was cutted by winwin.

"am i actually seeing him?" he asked like was still that innocent, he blinked his eyes, "am i really seeing them, mark?" he grabbed my shoulders and starts shaking me. mark hold his head, cofused amd starting to get crazy of what's happening.

then suddenly, a door opened, "hey." renjun murmured, looking at mark, "are you ok? why does it feel like you're seeing something i don't?" he asked his older friend, but before mark could even speak, winwin pointed at haechan.

"renjun, tell me."  winwin said, pointing at haechan who was just staring blanky at mark. "can you see hi--"  before winwin even finish his sentence, mark covered his mouth using his hand.

"see what?"  renjun asked, raising his eyebrow, obviously confused and worried. "i don't see anything."  renjun murmured and looked all around to see if something was there, but no, there wasn't.

"can you uh, excuse us for a minute?" he looked at renjun and secretly at haechan, they both nodded and renjun closed the door, haechan then went inside followed jisung.

he then pulled winwin to the side of their dorm outside and cornred him to the wall, he first looked around before continuing their conversation.

"do you even know what you're saying?!" i whisper-shouted at him, "you're making yourself really crazy, and why could you even tell that haech-- i mean donghyuck was there?!" he asked winwin, winwin, on the other hand, remained silent. slowly then his tears began to fall, but then he tried not to by wiping it off multiple times.

"i-- i'm sorry." he heavily sigh as he wipe his tears, mark felt guilty of what happened, of what he said to the guy. "i-- i just wanted to make sure." winwin added, mark bit his lower lip, currently not knowing what to do next.

"w- well." his mouth suddenly opened, "yeah, he is there." he revealed, winwin looked at mark, mark tried his best to smile at winwin, but winwin was just staring at him. then winwin just chuckled as he look away from mark.