Rosie's Diner (Shawn Mendes Fanfic)

Chapter 18

Rosie's POV

*Few Months Later*

"I'm getting lonely Shawn! i sit by the door all night, every night waiting for you to come back from the studio! i'm just sick of it and i want to see you more often!" i exclaimed "Sometimes i think.. are you actually at the studio anymore? or are you somewhere else" i added "Dammit Rosie! why the fuck would i cheat on you! I'm the one working my ass off to impress my fans, impress the media, impress the whole world! i have to put more songs and albums out there! i'm sorry i actually have a job!" he yelled "I do have a job! all the way in LA! but i'm here in Canada! with you!" "Well then maybe you should go back to your job.."

"Maybe i will! i'm done with you.." i murmured "Good.. i'm done with you too" Shawn says pulling at his hair, sighs and sits down on the couch as i grab his car keys and get into his car, driving off. Immediately i get phone calls from Shawn. "What the hell Rosie! that's my car! where are you going!?" he demanded "Far away from you" i cried and hung up the phone. Many hours later and many phone calls from Shawn and me ignoring them, later i ended up in New York. It's like a second home to me because i always come up here to visit Jordan, Isabella and the twins, Axel and Luna.

I rush into Jordan's dorm room and i'm met with 3 other guys, i'm assuming they are his roommates "Do you know where Jordan is?" i sniffled "Um.. he has a girlfriend.." one of the guys trailed off "But a pretty girl like you shouldn't be crying.. why you crying girl?" he added and started to walk up to me "Don't.. i think i just got out of relationship a few hours ago and i just want to see my brother, Jordan" I say with my hand out, stopping him from walking any closer to me "Oh.. his in class right now" he replied back. I nodded my head and said a quick 'Thank you' and rushed out of the building and got back into the car.

If Jordan is in class so is Isabella while her parents are in her dorm looking after the twins so i go to the last place i can go. Kappa Sigma. "Logan?! where's Logan? i need to find Logan!" i push past many of the 50+ guys that live here and finally find him outside on the patio with a few of his friends "Logan.." i sighed as tears made their way down my face "Rosie? hey! what's wrong?" he asked as i rushed up to him and hugged him tightly "I think Shawn and i broke things off and you were the only person i could see right now" i cried. 

His friends were whistling and saying things but Logan didn't say anything but flip his friends off and took me to his room and laid down on the bed with me "Now tell me everything" he said softly "Are you sure you want to know? i mean i kinda feel bad for bringing all my boy problems to you" i chuckled "Of course I'm sure.. we're besties you can talk to me about boy problems and I'll talk to you about girl problems.. while i'm single now but you know what i mean" he smiled. 

"Okay.. it's just that Shawn has been coming home late at 4 am and I've been waiting for him by the door every single night of every single day.. i just get lonely without him, if you know what i mean.. and i just feel like he's not actually at the studio recording, his at some other chicks house or some shit like that" i say wiping my tears "Hey.. don't say that, i know for sure the he would never cheat on you... he proposed to you for a reason right? there's no way in hell he's cheating on you.. plus he probably has a lot on his plate right now but this doesn't mean i'm on anyone's side, i just stating the fact" 

Logan kissed the top of my head as the door to his bedroom opened and Jordan rushed in "Sis!" he smiled and sighed "Hey.." i smiled and sighed back and his engulfed me into a big hug "Thanks again Logan for taking care of her" Jordan smiled and he and Logan 'Bro handshaked' "Is there a private and quiet room for Rosie and i to talk in?" Jordan asked "Just take my room.. i've leave you two some privacy" Logan says and leaves the room. Once it's just Jordan and i, i completely break down. 

"I don't know what to do Jordan! Shawn and i broke up! i feel like my heart has literally been ripped out of my chest! i don't like this feeling at all, i hate it! I love him! i love him so fucking much i fucking hurt! and i just don't know what to do! i've never been through a breakup before.." i sobbed into his chest "Hey! hey! hey! shhh" Jordan cooed as he cradled me in his arms "Calm down baby sis.." he whispers "Just tell me what went down with you and Shawn" he added. 

"We were just arguing about how Shawn always comes home late from the studio and i wait for him by the door... i miss him and i feel lonely.. in that type of way, and i said to him that i feel like he's cheating on me and he's like 'Why the fuck would i cheat on you! i'm the one working my ass off to impress the whole world and i have to put more songs out there for the fans!" i say mimicking Shawn "Then we go on about how i need to work to earn money and then i told him i'm done with him and he agreed... that's when i took his car keys and got into his car, driving down here to New York" i sighed and wiped the tears off of my cheeks.

"You took his car? Damn Rosie.. that's some crazy stuff!" Jordan exclaimed making me laugh "Anyways.. Isabella and i have finished all our classes so why don't you come back to campus and you can stay with me in my dorm for as long as you want.. plus you get to see Axel and Luna" Jordan smiled "Love ya big bro.. i could never live without you" i say and hug him one last time "Love ya too lil sis.. i could never live without you either" Jordan kisses the top of my head and we get back into our cars and drive back to campus.