Rosie's Diner (Shawn Mendes Fanfic)

Chapter 27

Rosie's POV

*2 Weeks Later*

It's been exactly two weeks since my miscarriage and Shawn and i are back in Canada in our house and i haven't left home to go outside since. I haven't gone outside, i haven't been on any social media and i haven't eaten anything at all and if i was to eat it would be forced by Shawn, but every bite i would take i would throw it back up, i guess i just have a weak stomach now. I will admit I have lost a whole shit ton of weight and you can actually see all my bones clearly which is sickening to look at. "My parents and Aaliyah are coming over.. i think it's time to tell them about what happened" Shawn said softly, sitting down next to me "Okay" i smiled and nodded "Look.." Shawn sighed and kneeled down infront of me, taking my hands in his.

"I know that you're still processing everything and still mourning over our loss and i am definitely still sad and mourning over our loss as well but i'm so fucking worried about your health Rosie.. I know you probably don't want me to go on about this but you've lost a fuck ton of weight.. and thats what worries me, every single one of your clothes are like dresses on you now.. and i know that you throw the food back up everytime i make you eat and this is all not okay.. i want to make you better again" Shawn says and tears blur my vision making him all blurry "I'm fine, Shawn" i shake my head and wipe my tears away "No your not.." he says sternly.

"I can almost fit both my hands around your waist, Rosie! and i hate it! it's sickening.. I don't want to see you suffer anymore.. i'm scared and i'm scared because everytime i touch you or gently grab your hands or wrists, you make little noises indicating that i hurt you.. i never want to hurt you, i want to see you happy! i want to see you as happy as you were on our wedding day 6 years ago, that's all i want in life.. to make you the happiest girl in the world and treat you like the stunning princess you are.. now.. we can take small steps but i want to see you eat again.. please Rosie.. will you do that for me?" by now we both had tears in our eyes. I nodded my head, smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck.

He gently picked me up in the process then sat down on the couch with me straddling him. "I'm sorry.. i know i apologize all the damn time but this time i truly am sorry, i'm sorry for crying all the time over stupid little things and you having to deal with it and i'm sorry for making you go through with seeing me like this.. i'm just sorry.. for everything" i say and wipe a few more tears away from my face "It's okay, Love.. i just want to see you happy again" he smiled and kissed me, making me smile into the kiss. That's when there was a knock on the door and both Shawn and i opened it revealing his parents and Aaliyah.

Aaliyah rushed up to me and hugged the living daylight out of me which was fucking painful and i wanted to cry out in pain but i held it all in and hugged back then hugged Karen and Manny. "So.. what was the news that you had to tell us?" Karen asked as we all sat down on the couches. And so Shawn and I explained everything. Not leaving a single detail out. After we explained everything, Aaliyah rushed over to me with tears in her eyes and hugged both Shawn and I. I could tell Karen was trying to keep it together but she just let the tears go.

"I'll do it!" Aaliyah blurted out

We all looked at her in shock "What?" I raised my eyebrows "I'll carry the baby for you!" She smiled "Really!?" I exclaimed "Yes!" She grinned and nodded her head "Are you sure sis?" Shawn asked. It was so sweet how he wanted to make sure Aaliyah was okay with doing this but I could tell he was super excited about this whole thing "Of course I'm sure! I'm 19 now so i get to make my own decisions and I'll be doing a great thing for my big bro and sister in law" we couldn't contain our excitement, we just started jumping up and down.

"Let's do it now.." Aaliyah says and holds my hand "No Aaliyah.. you gotta prepare yourself for these next 9 months" I say, shaking my head "Rosie's right sweetheart.. are you sure you don't want to prepare and adjust to this decision?" Manny asked "I'm already adjusting dad! And this is the best decision I'll ever make! lets go!" She exclaimed. Shawn, Aaliyah and I got into my car and we drove over to the hospital to do this thing.

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"You have the option to do Traditional surrogacy or the Gestational surrogacy.. which do you think it would be?" the doctor asked "What is the difference if i may ask" i said "A traditional surrogacy is when you artificially inseminate your surrogate, which in this case you sister in law, and she with become pregnant with her own egg and the parents sperm, in this situation the child is genetically related to the surrogate and a Gestational surrogacy is when the egg from the parent is fertilised by sperm from the intended father and in this situation the child will not be genetically related to the surrogate" he explained.

"Could you give us a few minutes to discuss this please, doc" Shawn said "Yeah of course" he smiled and then left the room. "I think we should go through with the Gestational surrogacy.. i want the kid to at least be related to it's own mother and not just the father" Aaliyah stated "Yeah.. i was thinking just the same" i nodded my head. "Are you 100% sure you wanna go through with this?" Shawn asked Aaliyah one last time "100% sure" Aaliyah grinned and nodded her head. Just as she said that the doctor came back in "So.. have you made your choice?" the doctor asked "Yes.. we'll go with the Gestational surrogacy" I smiled.

"Awesome! I'll just get you all to fill out these forms..it just says all the information, costs and the responsibility for the surrogate mother and because they are pretty thick i'll let you take them home to fill out and i'll book you in for next week to do start the process" he says as he stacks three giant form books in front of us. We say our goodbyes and thank yous and drive back home, happier than ever.