Of Nerdy and Emo [COMPLETE]

Chapter 8

Warning!!!! This chapter has some suicidal thoughts/actions and cutting. Read at your own risk.

-Karlena_Uchiha21

**********Lilly's POV***********

The next day...

I was getting ready for my date with Creed. I couldn't help but smile, I was really excited. It would be our first actual date, other times we just hung out with one another.

I walked over to my closet and flipped through the many different outfits. Then I found it, the perfect dress to wear. It was a simple sleeveless black dress with lace. It was one of my favorite dresses; it was simple, just like me. I found a pair of shoes that matched, and started to get dressed.

******Time Skip brought to you by shirtless Kylo Ren*******

I looked at myself in the mirror, making sure everything was in order. I went over to my bed and picked up my cell phone, checking my messages. I only talked to one person, one! That one was my boyfriend, Creed.

I saw that I had one text from him, so I opened it.

Hey, I know you will kill me but an emergency has came up. I have to go to Logan's house. Is there anyway we can reschedule our date for later? I'm so sorry.
- Creed

You've got to be kidding me?! I got dressed all fancy just to get rejected, again! I can't believe him! I was pissed! Maybe beyond that! I should go see what this 'emergency' is. I then proceed to walk out the door.

*********Creed's POV********

I stared at his phone in disbelief. This couldn't be happening! It was Logan. Back when we were younger, Logan had problems. He was made fun of being called a fag and other nasty names. They also bullied him, and even went to the extent of telling him to kill himself. He started to use self harm as a release, to get away from it all.

I had thought it all had stopped whenever I went to a counselor and told them about it. I just wanted to help my friend with his problems because he's like a brother to me. But apparently after I left, it started up again. Now I was faced with the awful message on my phone. It read:

Creed, I am so sorry. I know you care about me, but you're the only one. How am I supposed to live in a world where only one person cares and that person has a girlfriend who doesn't even like me. I don't know what I ever did to her. I tried to be nice to her. She completely blew me off and didn't give me a chance. But you've honestly done so much for me, but with the things that have happened lately, I just can't do it. All of the bullying and taunting and threats are too much. I'm beaten up in the bathroom and what happens? I'm the one who gets in trouble. I'm the one who gets suspended. I'm a fuck up. I'm a waste of space. I don't deserve life. I don't deserve anyone- especially you. I get in everyone's way. Nobody likes me. This world doesn't need me anymore. Everyone will get along fine without me. Nobody will miss me. Please don't think you are responsible. You've done all you can. I can't fucking do this anymore. It's all too much. Remember- I love you so much. It's time I die. Like everyone has told me too.
-Logan

Tears started to pour out of my eyes. I couldn't do this, I needed to stop Logan before anything happened. I ran down the steps and out the door. While running to Logan's house, I texted Lilly informing her that something has come up. As I turned towards the driveway of Logan's house, an eerie feeling came up on me. What happened if he was already dead? That thought made me run faster than I ever had in my life.

I slammed the door open and raced down the hall to Logan's room. The door was wide open. I cautiously went in the room. Nothing, there was nothing! I then remembered that Logan had his own bathroom. I opened the door to the bathroom and found the most terrifying site.

Logan was sitting in the bathtub, a razor with blood all over it right beside him. There was also medicine bottles opened and scattered across the room. I closed my eyes for a few seconds then opened them to look closer. What I saw was all the wounds on Logan's arms. There was at least 30 on each of his arms, all of them had blood dripping down them.

I ran to his best friend's side, I checked his pulse. He was alive, for now. I panicked and didn't know what to do, so I did the only thing I could think of, take him to the hospital. I picked him up and carried him to the car that was outside.

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Oooo, bam!! Finally finished it!! It took me so long to finish this. I want to thank my reader's for reading my book and for being patient with my lazy ass.

I would also like to say if you know anybody that is being bullied, is doing self harm or is having suicidal thoughts, get them help, even if they hate you in the end. It is better to have them angry at you rather than having them suffering or dead.

-Karlena_Uchiha21