let me feed you // ksj ✔️

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Yume's POV
First day of school, I met Kim SeokJin who helped me with my fallen books.

From that day, he had never failed to capture my attention.

Surprisingly, he wanted to be my friend but I kept rejecting him, since then he never left my side, which made me give up and be his friend.

When I felt terrible in the washroom, I downed all the pills desperately. I lost my footing and stumbled, causing quite a ruckus in the toilet.

But what I didn't expect was that Jin was outside. I didn't want him to worry but I guess my fainting did worry him.

Whenever HoSeok and NamJoon came to visit, Jin always looked so envious of how we enjoyed each other's presence. But all I need is actually just his presence.

Every time he fed me, I wish that these moments can last forever but it can't.

When he confessed, I was so happy but I don't want to be a burden to him. Seeing him neglecting his own wellbeing and taking care of me, I just want to let him go and have an easier closure. That's why... I rejected him while my heart slowly broke apart.

I was glad that we remained as best friends cause I hope to just stay like this...

I felt really weak these days and I wrote a letter for Jin, I hope to express my feelings in it.

Watching the sunset, I couldn't been more peaceful. My time is up...

Using the little energy left, I said to him... the words that I have always wanted to say.

I cupped his cheeks, slowly bringing my lips to his, when our lips connected, a single tear rolled down.

With my last breath, my hand dropped to my side, as a smile was etched on my face.

If time can rewind... I would wish that I have met him earlier, and received treatment... but i guess all is too late now...
I love you, my one and only, Jin...

end.

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A/n: so that's the end to this shitty book I wrote. Hope you somehow enjoyed this? I will try to update my other stories soon if I find the inspiration. I will be on hiatus for a few weeks starting from 22/11.

Peace out!✌🏻