Always Here [Antisepticeye x Reader]

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Your (e/c) eyes locked with his dark ones and he chuckled.

"I don't think you realize what you're doing," he said as he stepped closer to the chair. He then sat on your lap, his face inches from yours. He smiled as his eyes studied every inch of your face before he kissed you again. You kissed him back and tried to touch him, but your restraints held your arms down. Anti chuckled in the kiss at your attempts and pulled away. His hand cupped your cheek and he traced your facial features with his finger.

"So eager, now are we?" He chuckled again. His unoccupied hand ran down your body and held your thigh. For a moment, you thought you saw Jack flash inbetween Anti. It looked like Anti's eyes had gone back to Jack's baby blue ones. Anti growled deeply. "No. I have control now. She's mine," he whispered to himself before getting off of your lap and pacing the floor while slowly increasing his loudness in his argument with himself. During his argument, you saw Anti pull his knife out of his jacket and slice his neck. You screamed at him to stop as tears welled up in your eyes. Soon, he turned around, his eyes on the floor. You could see the laceration on his neck. You watched as it dripped blood onto his shirt, the fabric soaking up the liquid.

You tried to get out of your restraints to help him. Why? You had no clue. This man had hurt you, but he had also helped you. Although he seemed heartless, he had helped you when you were sick, so you were determined to help him now.

He still stood in the same place, his eyes still on the floor.

"Anti," you whispered. He lifted his head a little. "Let me help you. Please."

He stayed still for a few moments before walking over to you and released the restraints on your arms. You took a moment to breathe before standing up and grabbing Anti's hands. He looked into your eyes with a mixture of sadness and remorse. You reached your hand up and lightly touched his face. He leaned into your touch and offered you a pitiful smile.

"C'mon," you interlaced your fingers with his and led him out of the door and into the rest of the house. You brought him into the bathroom and quickly grabbed the large medkit from the cabinet underneath the sink. You then brought him into the living room and sat him down on the couch. You got on your knees so you could see the cut better. Anti smirked to himself and slightly shook his head.

"I like where this is going," he mumbled,  but you clearly heard it. As your response, you slapped a cloth that you had poured rubbing alcohol on. Because you caught him by surprise, he yelped from the contact. "Mother of Christ! It was just a joke."

You smirked before pulling away the cloth from his wound. You then pulled out thread to stitch the cut together. As you reached your arms up to Anti's neck, he gently grabbed your hand and your eyes met his as you gave him a confused look. He kept his hand on yours as you slowly dropped your hand and put the thread away. Anti offered you a smile as he replaced his hand on yours. You smiled back and awkwardly sat there waiting for his direction. He placed his other hand over your other one and sighed. You looked down and watched as he flipped his hands over and yours naturally slipped into his palms. He grabbed your hands and squeezed lightly, causing you to look up to his eyes. He smiled as you did and finally spoke.

"You helped me, now let me repay you."

He stood up and so did you. He gently led you down the hall and to the bedroom. Once you two stepped inside, he closed the door behind him and slowly turned to you. He smiled as he placed his hands on your hips and pulled you closer to him.

"I've waited too long for this," he whispered before pulling you into a passionate kiss. You tilted your head to add to the kiss and your hands found their way to his hair. You tugged on a few strands, causing a deep growl to emit from him. He suddenly pulled away, and you frowned thinking you had done something wrong. He finally shook his head and muttered, "It's not you, lass," before kissing you again, this time more aggressively. His hand slipped down to the small of your back and he pulled you closer to him so that your bodies were touching. He then pressed you up against the wall and began to kiss and nibble on your neck. You gasped and moaned at the pleasurable sensation. Anti smiled as he left hickeys all down your neck. You tugged on his shirt and he stepped back so you could throw it off. You took a moment to take in every detail of his skin. You placed your hand on his hot chest, the feeling causing him to let out a quiet moan. You traced every line and detail of his upper body until you reached his waistband. You traced his v-line and he shivered from the touch. He then grabbed your ass, causing you to gasp and wrap your legs around his waist. He pressed his lips back on to yours as he placed you onto the bed. This time he tugged at your shirt, asking permission before ripping it off and tossing it across the room. He kissed your collarbone, all over your chest, and down your stomach. You moaned and he grunted as he got to your waistband. He hooked one finger under the waistband of the leggings that you wore and looked up at you as if to ask permission. You mentally debated yourself.  You craved this moment so bad, but were you actually ready?

"If you don't want this, stop me now. I won't be able to control myself," Anti spoke into the silence of the room.

You finally made your decision and let Anti know. Please do it. You saw him smirk and pull your leggings down. He kissed you passionately as he fidgeted with the latch on your bra before he finally got it unhooked. He tossed the bra aside and took a moment to admire your chest. You blushed and ran your fingers through his hair, snapping him back. He kissed all over your chest, causing you to moan from the sensation. Anti kissed all the way down your stomach and to your underwear line. He used hooked one finger in them. Ready? You heard in the back of your mind. As your answer, you repositioned your legs to give him better access. Anti smiled and pulled down your underwear. Without warning, he shoved two fingers into you causing you to gasp from pleasure and surprise. He pumped his fingers in and out of you over and over causing you to moan loudly. He then repositioned himself over you and took his fingers out as he felt you get wet. He pulled his jeans and boxers off and you felt something touch your upper thigh. Well, you knew exactly what it was. He teased your entrance, causing you to almost scream from anticipation. You grabbed his hair and pulled, earning you the same growl mixed with a moan from earlier. He shoved his dick into you and you moaned.  He then began to thrust into you at a slow pace.

"Faster... Anti, faster," you moaned and he sped up his pace. Your hips bucked against his, keeping in rhythm with his thrusts. He hit your g-spot over and over, causing you to scream out his name. Your body instinctively clenched around his dick, causing him to moan.

"Oh, (Y/N)...I'm gonna cum soon," he said right before both of you climaxed. His pace slowed until he eventually pulled out of you and fell on the bed next to you. You crawled onto his chest, enjoying his body so close to yours. You looked into his eyes and saw that they were not the dark, soulless ones you were all too familiar with. These were still darker than Jack's flashy baby blue eyes, but at least things were looking better. Or so you hoped.