Always Here [Antisepticeye x Reader]

Everything Explained

Alright so I'm going to explain mostly everything in this book and some of the last since I feel like it might have been confusing.

First things first (I'm the realest :p), book one. I'm not going to tell you everything because then it wouldn't be as mysterious and wouldn't leave room for the imagination. So, the first book (Filthy) may or may not have a dream. When the second book begins, you (the character) are confused what reality is and whether the "dream" was a dream or not.

During this book (Always Here), you begin to show signs of pregnancy (throwing up, nausea, strange moods and cravings). This being said, the last book(Filthy) might have been real considering you and Anti had unprotected sex leading to the present symptoms.

So, now that you're *possibly* pregnant with a demon, Anti has a connection to you (I'm not going to rule out that Filthy might have been just a dream and you and Seán could have had sex before your crazy dream). That's why he can get in your head and somewhat control you, hence the stabby stab stab.

I decided to keep Mark as a doctor in this book to make the connection between the two books, only in this one Mark and Jack know each other. Since Anti still has his strong connection with Jack, he leaves your mind and heads over to him, trying to take back his body.

All of it is a sick and sadistic game to Anti. You aren't supposed to like him, but, let's face it, we're all kinky and love us some alter egos. You're supposed to be infuriated that he uses you for a game, but instead you comply with Anti and let him get it on with you (bow chica wow wow). Anti used controlling you to hurt Jack mentally in hopes that it would weaken him. He tried to overtake him, but Jack was stronger and you helping him and comforting him helped get rid of Anti...for now.

So I think that's it. If I didn't explain it too well, let me know and I'll try to fix it and explain better. Also, if you want more specifics ask me and I will (without explaining everything) answer you the best I can. Love you all!♥