Always Here [Antisepticeye x Reader]

Torture

Everything was black. Your head rolled loosely around your neck as you tried to regain consciousness. You slowly fluttered your eyes open, your vision slightly blurred by the bright light that bombarded your eyes. As your eyes focused, you saw Anti centimeters from your face, an evil grin plastered to his face. You jumped, startled by the sudden sight. His chuckle filled your ears as he stepped back. You tried to press your hands to your ears to muffle the noise, but your wrists were tied to the chair below you.

"Oh I am so glad you are finally awake, (Y/N)! Now I can start the party!"

Party? What the fuck is he talking about?

"You'll find out soon enough!" His chuckle rang out again, threatening to split your eardrums. He patted his pockets, looking for something, before cursing under his breath. "Shit, it looks like I forgot something. I'll be back. Don't go anywhere; you'll miss out on all the fun!"

You looked around the room and remembered it was the one you were originally tortured in. Your stomach churned as the memories raged in your mind. Soon, the door swung open and Anti stood in the doorway, a wide grin plastered on his face.

"Ohhh, (Y/N), (Y/N), (Y/N)," he said as he stepped closer to you. "You really shouldn't have pulled that stunt back there." He was now inches from your face. "I told you to obey me, not hurt me. Now I have to punish you," he purred in your ear. Excitement bubbled up inside of you, but you pushed it back down. You subconsciously bit your lip as his warm breath grazed over your skin. He chuckled again; the sound resonated in your ear. It sounded like it was bouncing off the walls of the room. Your head stung with a migraine from the ringing it caused. Before you could react, Anti's hand was on your thigh and was slowly slipping upwards.

"Obey me," he whispered, but his voice seemed to scream in your head. You began to slightly shake from the pain you were feeling in your mind.

This isn't real. It's all in my head. He's in my head.

"You're right, lass. I am in your head," you heard his voice in your mind, even though he had not spoken.

You shook your head as if it would get his voice out of your head. You looked up and gasped at what you saw. Jack was standing there in the outfit he had worn on your first date. You looked down to see that you were not tied down to that wooden chair. You were standing up and in the blue sundress you had worn on that sweet first date. Jack smiled as he looked you up and down. He offered you his hand and you took it, smiling back at him. He pulled you close to him and kissed your cheek.

"You look beautiful, lass," he seemed to purr that last word. You looked back up at him to see his eyes darken and his features shift to Anti's. You roughly pushed him away. You fell down as tears began to swell in your eyes. You dared to look back up again, and when you did, you saw your boyfriend, Jack. He looked confused and maybe a little hurt that you had pushed him away. He kneeled down to get eye level with you. He gently grabbed your hand and wrapped it in his big hand. His skin felt soft against yours, and you felt secure. He gently wiped a tear from your cheek and cradled your cheek in his other hand.

"I'm still here, (Y/N). You just have to find me. Fight for me like I'm fighting for you."

His soft, plump lips gently kissed your hand as he stood back up and let go of your hand. He smiled at you as he slowly began to disintegrate. Another tear escaped your eyes as you watched your boyfriend disappear. You watched as you slowly came back to reality, the one where you were being tortured and your boyfriend was possessed. Anti's eyes seemed to glow as they bore into yours. You jumped slightly, coming off of your high from being in some sort of 'dream land' with Jack. Anti quickly wrapped his hand around your neck, digging his nails into your flesh. Your breathing hitched and you tried to get air by lifting your neck up as far as it would go.

"You. Little. Bitch. You ruined my fun. You ruined my torture!" His grip tightened around your neck, causing you to half-choke.
"I'm trying to drive you insane and you completely ruin it by letting him in!" Your vision slightly blurred from the lack of air and you began to feel light-headed.

"You know, he lied anyways. He isn't here. He's gone. He's dead. I am here!"

Black spots began to cloud your vision. Tears slipped out of your eyes as you saw your life flash before your eyes.

You saw Jack, his green hair shrouding his eyes as he doodled in his notebook. You sipped your coffee, not noticing anyone or anything around you. Soon, a green-haired Irishman slid into the seat in front of you. He had a large grin on his face. You silently set your coffee down and quirked an eyebrow at him. He chuckled and turned his notebook around to show you something. You gasped and put your hand over your mouth as you giggled.

It was a drawing of you.

You then saw Jack the day he announced you two were dating to the YouTube world. He chuckled and planted a kiss on your cheek.

"This is my girlfriend, (Y/N). Listen, everyone be nice to her and welcome her like you have welcomed me into your lives. Don't send her hate; that's just not cool and totally not okay. She doesn't deserve that. She makes me super happy, so you should be happy for us as well."

You then saw Jack the day he woke you up super early. You lazily opened your eyes, half-conscious as you looked at the clock.

4 a.m.

You groaned as you picked up your phone and silenced your ringtone by answering it.

"Hello?" Your groggy voice answered.

"Hey, (Y/N). Look, I'm sorry, I know I woke you up. I just had to tell you something. I-I think I'm in love with you. I love everything about you. The way your eyes sparkle when you look at me. The way your smile creeps onto your face when I complement you. The way you throw your head back and laugh at my awfuk jokes. The way y-"

"I love you too, Jack. So much that I'm not going to kill you for waking me up."

You finally saw Jack the day you moved in with him. He was so giddy about it that he carried five large boxes inside his home- your home- all at once. He helped you unpack all day and the two of you crashed on his couch- your couch- and fell asleep cuddling each other.

All these memories filled your mind as your heart began to slow down. A new strength filled you and anger burned inside of you. You glared at Anti as you lifted your arms and broke the rope bounding you. You grabbed Anti's arms that were around you and saw the confusion in his eyes. You dug your nails into his arms, causing him to yelp and release his grip on you.

"Wh-what- how did you do that?"